the lips
The hips
The in and dips
I talk about them
Shh they say ..dont hate yourself that way
The food to bulk , the food to slim
" honey your caving in " .
I never said I hated myself

I will be stronger , instead of throwing hits , I lasted longer
Maybe I'm scared or unprepared , or I don't feel the need to lash out
You can talk,  but those words will get me riches , there's glitches , in the system ..were I win .
My enemy will become my motivation , I Am feeling the heat , radiation .
See I go home at the end of the day , there they do not exist , there they decay
The told me since day one I'd be nothing , now I'm breathing to be something
I don't talk about it as chatter , or to make them matter
- Alex Haynes

You all thought I was out of my bounds , that rope stopped cutting my skin
I tear at my flesh every night in front of the mirror , and I wash the blood away with my sadness
It's not easy being two types of people
I'll try to let you understand
I was wrapped in pink as soon as they wiped the blood off of me
And just because I prefer he
Doesn't mean no one else is screaming , sorry , I will try to duck tape there mouth
I am still trapped behind the glass and only my fingers every slip threw my chamber door
Please don't love me , I will only cause you to be confused
I only get a small taste of the whine
If only I had the courage to cut a slit to let them out of me
If only
By Alex Haynes

Sometimes we think people “couldn't be that cruel “ .
That a dime is worth a dime
That were in a different time
And that stealing someone's soul ain't a crime
But , lately the news has been saying , that people could refuse service
To someone just like me
To someone who thought they were free
Hasn't this already happened with the blacks and whites ?
Haven't we already learned this in insit right ?
Why do we hunt after people that are different , and make them fight ?
You back a cat up into a corner , and he scratches you
Now he's so bad for protecting himself ?
That's just another piece of evidence on the shelf ?
You call us attention seekers when we speak
But you don't see your ignorance reeks
Are lives and freedom are on the line “land of the free “ ?
Yet women and men can't ***
But it isn't natural you say ?
You weren't born this way ?
It's embedded into our brains
But maybe we're just insane ..
You'd rather ****
Then let us be happy
But your religion treats every sin the same
I Am not saying religion is bad , it's just some people make others sad
You can not re -  write the words
Murders and speakers of hate you should feel the shame
tears on your hands you are the ones to blame


By : Alex Haynes
A.K.A Tummycakes555

I wanna be your light , shining on you and bringing you outta the dark !
I wanna be the sun to your moon
I could be your whistle tune
The mother of all what we thought were stars
Misfits of our solar system
I wanna be your king jupiter ...babe you can be my padme
I have talents and you could be my amazing
Sitting on a blanket , getting bit , while star gazing
I make a good friend but that's not the labels end

Don't let them get you
You run that's all you got
But eventually you'll need rest
eventually you'll get caught
And you need air and you're hacking on breathing
no gold metal your receiving
There's no finish line so who's to win
I don't know but there's a "begin"


You let them get you
You ran that's all you had
It was driving you mad
But eventually you needed rest
eventually you got caught
the start was the shot
And you needed air and you're still hacking on breathing
no gold metal you received
You feel as if you had been thieved  
There's no finish line so who's to win
I don't know but there was a "begin" ...


By:Alex Haynes
A.K.A Tummycakes555