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ale wagner Mar 2018
she
She’s the girl who loves to cry
She’s the girl who loves her books
The one that never asks why
The girl that always cooks

She’s the girl who loved you like ever before
She’s so young and she’s so lost
She’s the one person that always wants to give more
She’s the one who trusts too much

She’s everything nobody can explain
The girl who trusts love
She’s the girl who’s so simple but she’s far away from the word plain
The one who think’s she’s a fool

She’s the girl who’s been in the dark for too long
And to her I say: maybe you’re made out of stars
She’s the girl you’ve seen crying
Because her face was ***** in all the right places

She’s the girl who showed you her scars
The one that gave you more than she ever thought she was able to give
She’s the girl who dances alone
The one that believes en wishes

She’s the girl who has one particular nightmare
The one you’ve seen lost for almost five months
She’s the girl who doesn’t know where to go
But she’s the girl who has words

She’s the girl that keeps telling herself:
You’ll be alright
She’s the one who’s got the same wish on repeat
She’s the girl you’ve got daydreaming

She’s the girl who hates her freckles
She’s the one you’ll always see reading or writing
She’s the girl who doesn’t talk in her sleep
But she’s the one who’s screaming your name in the middle of the night

She’s the one who’s got you on her skin
She’s the girl who’s waiting for the stars to burn out
The one who’s obsession is the moon
She’s the girl who is exhausted but
Boy, she’s strong

She’s the girl with the loneliness that has the prettiest sad eyes you’ve ever seen
She’s the girl who loves her room
The one that would fight for you
She’s the girl who’s waiting at a shore for a sea that never comes

She’s the girl who lies about the color of her hair
The one who showed you a side of her that
She doesn’t show to anyone else
She’s the girl with too much noise in her head
The one that never see’s less

She’s the girl that still has a lot to offer
To love and to suffer
And now she knows:

She’s the girl who feels colors
The one that sees music
The girl who hears sadness
She’s the girl that listens to happiness

She’s the girl who is a poet
She’s the girl that you somehow lost
chapter 1
ale wagner Mar 2018
It’s the kind of night
That I lay sleepless
Expecting to be noticed
by your blinded eyes
It’s the kind of night that
I listen to my heart cry
And my brain say:

I should’ve asked you to stay
I should have made you promise to hold me
I should’ve said it louder
I should have been more
I should’ve a fought harder
I should have said: “don’t go”
I should’ve kissed you more

But to silence my brain and to stop my tears
My mouth lets one last sentence slip
Five words that hurt like stones
But that will make me close my eyes
And for a brief moment will offer me peace
“I should let you go”
What hurts the most is that is the truth.
ale wagner Mar 2018
And I thought why not?
Why not fall in love with the boy with the perfect mind?
Why not share my demons with him?
So we can both find heaven
Why not fallow him wherever he goes?
Even if it’s down the rabbit hole
Why not take a chance on a love
That looks like the one I deserve?
Why not let him help me sleep better?
Why not give him my mess?
And let him help me pick it up
Why not allow him to see my brain completely naked?

There was no conflict at all
There still isn’t one
Whatever the question
The answer is you.
ale wagner Mar 2018
I dreamt that you loved me
I had a dream of perfection
I dreamt of your smile
A dream where you hugged me

I dreamt that I told you
I dreamt I’d convinced you
I dreamt all the ways
Of how I could tell you
“I love you”

I dreamt of waking up and
See you by my side
I dreamt that it happened
I dreamt I was happy

I had a dream so romantic
I dreamt that I confronted you
I dreamt that you kissed me

I dreamt that you were the one who woke me
And said to me
“I’ve missed you”

— The End —