Im a poet
Without a rhythmic line
My words wont flow
But beauty has no instruction.
It has no regulation
There is no rule.
No dictation.

I don't want to die
But sometimes
I just want to disappear...

Run away from all the unpleasantness
The anger that flames
Burning into my soul

The loneliness
That never changes
Even when surrounded

Somewhere else
Would be nice
Maybe the moon? Or even saturn

I want to be free
Free of the crimes
Free of the tears

I want
Not to die
But to disappear
And never come back

Just here thinking in my head
Wishful, dreamful, wonderous
outlining all that i have longed for
All that i have loved
That ive liked
That i've admired

Ill never have it.
Because
I only love her
Deep within my mind

It is locked
Featful, doubtful, longful

I amaze her
I make a smile
I hug and kiss her
Only, in my mind

I'll never have her
Like a bound bird
Imprisoned
Wanting to fly
Like a fish out if water
Gasping to breath

I am locked
Only...
Within my mind.

Songs, they all scream.
Pictures, do they dream?
Words, are they...
What they seem?

It seems I am lost.
I can picture you in my dreams.
Too far, I wanna scream words like songs.
I just want to be free.

No words, they wont come out.
My actions,
They're not what they seem.
You're the person of my dreams.

Like a picture;
I am frozen, in frame.
Only to stare off,
Only to dream.

From a hollowed abyss
Dark
Unseen by all
Piercing like a ******
Theres a light
She keeps striking me
With her sharp eye

All alone
In dark
In silence
She aims just right
No matter how far
She still hits right on spot

Even in my weakest moments
All it takes
Is a breath or two
And she knows
I feel her light pierce my heart
Taking away my shadows
Freeing me, for her moments

As dead as i maybe
That some might say ill be
Her light
Bring life
Like the laughter
A laugh from a baby.

Her light pierces me
But i am far
I am trapped
I sail to the shores
One day going back

Hopefully
Her light is still on
Roaring and piercing
For the stars
do not look the same
Up close

I wouldnt mind
Leaving this world
Flying by the most distant moons
To find you

Beyond the edges of space
Into the horizons
Theres no place id rather be
Than by your side

I forgot about her
After she forgot about me

They always did say,
Ladies first...