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Alana Maneus Aug 2013
I could never understand how
someone could try to find stability in another human being
that's like trying to find stability in a tower of Legos
There's no assurance that those Legos will always
stay strong and at some point
they fall
too
Alana Maneus Aug 2013
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I hate those nights
where I can't stop crying
and its 2 o' clock in the morning
and at first, my thoughts were in order and I was thinking about the present
but minutes later I begin thinking about next week, and then next year
and all of a sudden my tears roll down my cheeks, unstoppable
all I'd like was for it all to stop
then I start thinking about life in general and
my pillow is soaked with those unstoppable tears
and it makes no sense
because my life is perfectly fine but the
anxiety builds up and the tears
are never ending
Alana Maneus Aug 2013
Do you ever
look at an object and
not really look at it?
like,
you're thinking of something,anything, and while
you're looking at that object you're just completely looking through it?
That's exactly how he looked at me
like I was just an object his eyes happened
to fall upon
and he was most likely thinking of
someone else
and that hurt
so so much
Alana Maneus Aug 2013
Me
I could never remember a day where I felt truly beautiful in the skin
I'm trapped in

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