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alan May 2013
I have loved you, and yet
You wouldn't let me know.
The bounds within our love can grow
For my affections be contained.

I did not fail to look in your eyes
Nor did I fail to smile.
I always held your hand
And yet you still wouldn't decide.

Your ambiguity starts to sink
Deep within I get these thoughts.
That perhaps you will not repay
My affections to you bestow.

You look away when I leave
And never waive good bye.
I do not know what that means
But I do not care for now.
alan Mar 2013
You have dealt with me painfully
Is this what will make you happy?
To have my heart broken apart
And have my soul within me dried.

You showed me your beautiful face
You calmed me with your lustrous eyes
You incited within me love
But then you disappeared at once.

Your sweetest words I heard all them
To your gentle voice I listened.
Now you're silent, I am disturbed
When will you let yourself be heard?

You have dealt with me painfully
All I have is melancholy.
This is enough I'll have none more
Of your memories in my heart.
alan Mar 2013
I love you, but I cannot
The gap is great between us.
It's grieving me in my heart
To have you in my mind lost.

The first day that we two met
Was one of my happiest.
My spirits, it jumped in mirth
To have a glimse of your face.

Back then, I've been wondering
What else could we two become?
But the truth keeps reminding
We two as friends, that is all.

I love you, but I cannot
This I ever sacrifice.
If we shall meet in that land
I shall give you loving kiss.
alan Mar 2013
I love you as much as I love birds
You make me panic in excitement
When I see you there behind the blinds.

Though mere glimpses I could ever have
A day or three at the greatest length
It is enough to warm up my heart.

Each time I hear you, I become lost
I go ignorant of all things else
It is time with you I cherish most.

I love you as much as I love birds
You have never kept me company
But you always left when my heart stirs.
alan Sep 2012
Friend, I called you that day we met
It all turned out a sweet twist of fate.
For I liked your gallant command
And longed for the touch of your hand.

As we grew more affectionate
So close that you may touch my lips.
I found a brother whom to love
Though ever sacrifice myself.

But then one day, you drew apart
Just like a fish caught hooked on bait.
Friend, to your weakness you succumbed
It is enough to grieve my heart.
alan Sep 2012
The glance that broke my heart
Did not escape my eyes.
But I would that the wind
Just caused my eyes to blink.

But pity for myself
And cursed be my sight.
That I, feigning a smirk
Caught for myself the hurt!

It is one thing to smile
And another to glance.
But in front of my face
I know your eyes passed by.
alan Sep 2012
I will call you a friend no more.
The days have passed of happiness.
Hard as I try myself implore
This is the end between us friends.

Innocent eyes that often smiled
To each other, a scene of mirth.
But times have changed, now teary eyed
I write these lines with sighs and grief.

The gaps between grew disparate
I foresaw not this change of place.
And our twined paths forked in their ways
Hard to accept but it's happened.

Distance is good between us two
For the fountains shall never spring.
Each will go back, say no adieu
To his former own state of mind.

True, in my heart you held a place
But if not rimed, what can be done?
Nay, I believe the strangest ways
Are always the beneficial.

I will call you a friend no more
From this day on you shall not be
The one whose eyes looked through me sole
But a dead stone in memories.
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