I dreamt a dream
Of better days
Filled with you and me
And the way we played

I dreamt a dream
Of brighter skies
Of entwined bodies
Of moans and sighs

I dreamt a dream
Of warmer nights
Of grassy cuddles
And starry sights

I dreamt a dream
A dream of you
Of Exotic places
Of things anew

I dreamt a dream
Of future times
A dream of a dream
A dream in rhymes

I dreamt a dream
Of infinite terror
A dream of loss
I dreamt in error

Mistakes were made
Mine were many
Compared  to them
You made hardly any.
Ive seen what ive done
And it wasnt right.
The best of intentions
Yet always we fight.
I am coming back
And i want it to show    
But ive realised its not              
Something you want to know  
So this weekend it dawned
Plain as can be
Nothing is there
You no longer love me
The messages stopped
Not even a peep
But i promise im glad
You got some deserved "sleep"
Yet your sunday was busy
Of this i am sure
With calls and messages
Family and more.
Youve said for months
That you aint got the time
And for me to move on
Cos for you its fine
Distractions are there
Banter a plenty
While i sat here
Reply box still empty
Ive asked you on many an occasion
If you want a block on all our communication.
Yet thats when you peak
Ill get a message or two
Then its back to the usual
Waiting on you
I offer my help
Which you gladly accept
Yet after its given
You treat with contempt
Not a call or a text
Or a message so short
Hey sorry alain about tomorrow
Well ive had to abort
Yet youll tell me again
You have no time for me
And i need to move on
Plenty fish in the sea
Ive gathered by now
That no matter what
Ill never get you back
I wont get my shot
But ill always improve
And fix whats been broke
Even when it threatens
To go up in smoke
Youll see i was right
That we're meant to be      
So you can have what you want
An incognito me.
You wont reply to this
And ill doubt this far youll read
Like a knife in my heart
But it just wont bleed.
But as the saying goes
If you love something set it free
Ill just hope and pray
You come back to me
But im not going to sit back
Moping and waiting
While your back on the bike
Flirting and dating
Ill always be yours
But how long will i wait
Im giving it up
Leaving it up to fate

If death would stop me loving you
Id greet him with a warm embrace
But i doubt even he
Could help me forget your face

If death came round and said to me
Come alain and forget
Id pack my bags and say goodbye
Then i would be set

An eternity of not knowing this pain
An eternity of peace
An eternity of not knowing you
An eternity at least

I want your kiss that floods the skin like summer rain,
A tryst in your car on a street with no name.
Holding you close on the beach in the warm summer breeze.
An all encompassing love, a bond, a feeling at ease.
Grant me my kiss. The one ive searched for so far.
That magical kiss that fills my night with shooting stars.
Press your body onto mine, our lips and tongues entwined.
For ive searched long for you, and your love so divine.
So forget the when the why and the how
Cos im coming for you. Nothing can stop me now.
Through the smooth and the rough and the days long and tough.
We drifted apart. But now enough is enough.
Somewhere along the way. I lost sight
Started to argue, got sad and scared and started to fight.
Im sorry my love. My devotion is true.
And so is my all encompassing love. My love just for you