In darkness
I was born
In a big world
I am alone
In sadness
I was drowned
from love
I was warned
Not to love
Not to get wormed
Cold it was
What I had to feel
Had to feel
That I wasn't real
In rain
I hide my tears
Penetrate my heart
Hatefulness spear
Always wanted to
Take aim at my mind
With a gun has a bullet
It's millimeters are nine
To hell when I go
I could drink my cup of wine
And for the endless time
I'll never be fine