Heavens were furious this time
In a glimpse it happened
His bridges were burnt down
Void inclination towards life

Desolated on vandalized street he stood
With a malady of his spirit
Immense misery in his heart
The facade of spurn was prejudiced

Confined within the darkness
Lost in the echo of agitation
With a deep gasp and step forward
He feels the quiver in his bones

Divergent roads ahead
To take revenge or to let go
The emptiness inside would never culminate

The Satan inside prevails
Sanity is exfoliated
World seems to consolidate
Paradox of emotions Outburst !

                                       ~D. Akshay Kumar

Staring at the mirror,
not recognizing who i am
Exasperation in my blood
Indignation in my heart

Debriefing myself wouldnt work
Millions of disparate dots
Refuting everything i believed in
Reverencing my thoughts

Living in an inferno of darkness,
Searching for happiness
Trying to be convivial in,
The clutter of melancholy


Nix spirit,mettle,temperament
With fried skull,cold feet
Staring at the mirror,
not recognizing who i am.

Some say its for motivation
Some say its to forget the past
Some not willing to come out of it
Some just to **** the time

No matter the reason behind
The new doors that open up
Arent the same like before
The world that is dragging you in
Is a portrait of your dreams

The reality seems to be fantasy
Truth-lies,Good-bad fail to make sense
Becoming prey to Puniness and Beatitude
With mere chance to fight against the chord
Struck in that moment you await

The world shrinks down to your emotions
Slightest change would **** you or live you
Fighting the biggest battle against yourself
Decide to lose to an illusion ?
Decide to win the reality ?

It was just another night
We tried it for the first time
Not knowing its effects
Not knowing when to stop
Everyone took a whiff

He laughed everyone laughed
He cried everyone cried
He danced everyone danced
He sang everyone sang
When i realized i was high

My body started shivering
Everything felt like deja vu
I feel like i'm flying too
Never in my life i felt so happy
I do not know if its real but i wish.

Money in account didn't make any sense
Clothes i wore dose not seem to be worth
All my past seem to be washed away
All my future points to nowhere
I do not know if its real but i wish.

I'm being dragged into this black hole
There was no point in dreaming
I was already living my dreams
I never wanted to leave this place
But it was just an illusion
I do not know if its real but i wish.

Enough is waiting for one
Enough is the searching for answers
Enough are the sacrifises made
Enough being treated like dirt

Enough are the lonely nights
Enough are the days crying out for a smile
Enough are fulfilling others dreams
Enough are these animations

It was an interim, Now its time to
Taste the untasted,Try the untried
Feel the unfelt,Do the undone
See the unseen,live the unlived

Its not much but its enough
To smoke my emotions
To pull me out of this illusion
To teach me the ugly truth

I found an inception to my life
The pursuit of hapiness has begun.
I give you two choices
watch me or join me.

Unknown is my destiny,
Unexplained questions fizzling my mind
Unexplored dreams haunting all night
Unrecognized darkness filled in my heart
Unsatisfied is the way i live

Today,I stand on the edge of the cliff
Frigid breeze pulling me off,
With hands high in the air,
Numb Mind,heartbeat bumping in my head
Marvelous feeling it is,Suddenly
I see a bird fighting against strong current
It strikes from nowhere,unforeseen

Ample chances given by life to fall down  
Meager are given to rise up and fight back
Countless are the people who mock
Fewer are the people who believe

Outnumbered are the opportunities
Less we notice and practice
What we desire is not what is whack for
What we thirst is not what we acquire

Few seconds,cliff and the bird
I realize that life is what we choose
I never felt so confident,I had to isolate myself
I had to find a way out,I did what i had to do
With no fear in heart,no questions in mind
My destination was unknown,Heaven or Hell ?