I love the way you look at me, the soft gaze, so gentle
just like an embrace
filling me up with warm bright light
your gentle touch.

Everything that made me happy, now all gone.

caught in between
what is right? what is wrong?
every decision we make
the consequences
the benefits
every thing we do
they storm down on you like you don't notice them
slowly and quietly but heavy and dark
small decision
big problem
no one sees it coming
conflict consuming every part of the body
no where to escape
the smallest light that dims slowly disappear
then it ends
.

Easy. I must admit.
It is easy to write heart breaks.
Do they really care? No one really cares.
They seek comfort for others feeling the same.

Do you even care for me?
I used to think of you. Everyday, Allday.
I try not to care but all it does is to fill me up with you.
It's always me. Always.
Do you even dare to look at me?
Have you ever thought about me? Even if it's just a tiny bit.
I wish you knew... Just how much I think of you. How much I love you. Now all it does is make my heart break again and again.

Take me where you are with your arm spread
Forever where we'll be linked
Spring brings new love that flew with you
The bee stung me when everything turned blue
I lay in bed and said "I'm lost"
your voice, your smell, everything about you.
Every small detail as if I care comes beating me down
You've changed, I've changed, the words we say.
Doesn't matter to me anymore. Now that I'm gone.
Hello, Mr. Jokerhead.

I wish I was the sky
To see people and their life
Some may drop tears, some may give cheers
Life can be cruel to those who suffer the most but
Life is also beautiful in it own way
The sky sees everything. Everyone. Every little thing.
Oh how I wish I was the sky.
To watch everyone living to their fullest.