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1.0k · Sep 2023
LDSituationship
AJ Xi Sep 2023
Across vast seas and starry skies,
In distance, our love does rise.
Through screens we connect, hearts entwined,
A situationship of a unique kind.

Though miles may keep us physically apart,
Our love knows no boundaries, it's a work of art.
With patience and faith, we carry on,
Knowing that in our hearts, we belong.

Through late-night chats and exchanging words,
Embracing the moments, however blurred.
Virtual kisses and virtual hugs,
Keeping our love alive, like gentle tugs.

Longing for the day when we'll be near,
When distance will vanish, and love will appear.
Until then, we dance in this long distance waltz,
Treasuring every moment, cherishing each pulse.

For in this situationship, we find strength,
Nurturing our love through any length.
Distance may test us, but together we'll sway,
In this long distance situationship, come what may.
276 · Sep 2023
A Poem to you
AJ Xi Sep 2023
Being you is so hard, unreachable
One of a kind I don't deserve
That's why I rejected you at very first
'cause even the world knows, it's you I don't deserve

Remember you ditched me 'cause I'm ugly?
Remember you told me that I'm solitary
But then I was stupid not to recognised you
You love me back then but still I ignore you

I wish one time you'll realized I worth it
Saying you don't deserve the love i can give
Let's just give it a try and see if it's work
'Cause you know sometimes, I'm tired here waiting
246 · Sep 2023
I Wish
AJ Xi Sep 2023
I wish I was there wiping your tears
I wish I was there making you laugh
I wish It was me whom you can lean
I wish it is me, you can love
I wish, it is me, I wish.
245 · Jul 2021
Number 1 teacher
AJ Xi Jul 2021
I’m happy that you’re my teacher
I enjoy each lesson you teach
As my role model you inspire me
To dream, to work and to reach

With your kindness you get my attention
Every day you are planting a seed
Of curiosity and motivation
To know and to grow and succeed

You help me fulfill my potential
I’m thankful for all that you’ve done
I admire you each day and I just want to say
As a teacher, you’re number 1!
Made year 2016
179 · Aug 2021
A prayer for Exam
AJ Xi Aug 2021
Lord for today my biggest test,
I’ll give you all the rest
Don’t make it just good
Please make me the best

Of all the other examinee
Not just today I kneel my knee
Please help me out the best of me
I’ll do the best I can be.
148 · Jul 2021
From my Heart
AJ Xi Jul 2021
A million stars up in the sky
One shines brighter I can’t deny
A love so precious, a love so true
A love that comes from me to you

The angels sing when you are near
Within your arms I have nothing to fear
You always know just what to say
Just talking to you, makes my day
142 · Aug 2021
Untitled
AJ Xi Aug 2021
If ever I told you I don’t love you
Will you still like me like you used to?
Or you just like me because I love you?
110 · Jun 2021
🌹
AJ Xi Jun 2021
1,2,3 on your heart, I’m still knocking
Wanting to hold you, see you, I’m dying
Listen closely to my heart, it’s mourning
Still hoping, waiting for your loving

I don’t think I can fix you baby
But still waiting a response from you so badly
There’s me that wants to hold you close
Trying to Key your heart that’s close

So far my Beautiful rose
Lock and key, to my heart forevermore.
104 · Jan 2021
Afraid
AJ Xi Jan 2021
Whenever I’m mad, I freeze and shut up
Especially when I feel, I wanna give up
I told you I love you but it wasn’t enough
Cos I wanna see you and filled you with love

Sometimes I’m afraid, I might not see you
Afraid that I might never hold you
This Time I realize how much I love you
Gives me strength to soon be with you.
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In a digital realm where connections are made,
Where hearts can be sparked and love can cascade.
Two souls on Instagram, their paths intertwine,
Creating a love story that's both real and online.

Through filters and hashtags, their worlds collide,
A virtual gallery where emotions reside.
With every double-tap, their affection's revealed,
A love blossoming in pixels, divinely sealed.

From afar they admire each other's posts,
Captivated by the beauty that each image boasts.
Words exchanged in comments, emojis that convey,
The depth of their feelings with no delay.

They share moments of joy, laughter, and tears,
In this virtual world, erasing all fears.
With every post, a piece of their hearts is unveiled,
Their Instagram love story constantly hailed.

But beyond the surface, they yearn for more,
To bridge the gap between the screen and the core.
They dream of meeting, embracing the real,
Taking their digital love to something they can feel.

For Instagram lovers, the journey may be long,
But their passion remains resilient and strong.
In likes and in comments, they find solace and bliss,
Building a love story, one post at a time, like a kiss.

So let us celebrate these modern romances,
Where screens serve as bridges, creating chances.
For in the realm of Instagram, love truly thrives,
Creating connections that touch our lives.
97 · Jul 2021
To My Parents
AJ Xi Jul 2021
When I was born you are so happy
I feel the love that you gave to me
My parents thanks to all for everything you bestowed
Happiness, compassion and a happy family
I hope this love will never end

My love for you will never end
Until it’s my last breath
I love the both of you
Because of the life you give

My parents this poems I made for you
To feel my love the Both of you
And I thank God because you’re my parents
The parents here in this world I have
Was made year 2014
90 · Jul 2021
No Goodbye
AJ Xi Jul 2021
For the second time, my heart’s been broken
My mind and whole body, slowly frozen
Pain with the reality, dream I can’t reach to be
To be love by, such impossibility

This pain, is slowly killing me
How can I love someone I know I can’t have
Truth hurts, yet I’m still coping
This pain of love, I won’t regret

I’m happy if you’re happy
But you with someone, I can’t deny
I rather step back, rather I die
Pain is temporary, but Love will rise

Rather not I at least I’ve tried
To be liked by You, I’m glad
But  that’s the end of the line, yet won’t say goodbye.
85 · Nov 2020
Nights Are Better
AJ Xi Nov 2020
A night will let you think
Makes you happy makes you drink
Those night won’t let you fail
Unlike day it made you frail

Nights of crying and made you sad
Felt emptiness you cannot hide
Loneliness and alone
Don’t worry it makes you grow
83 · Sep 2023
Queen who is..
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In a kingdom adorned with splendor and grace,
There lived a queen with a radiant embrace.
Her beauty so captivating, it amazed all eyes,
A talented queen, admired with heartfelt sighs.

Her voice, like a songbird, melodious and clear,
Could calm any storm, soothe every fear.
She could sing tales of love and joy,
And make hearts dance, like a child's toy.

Her mind, sharp and agile, a brilliant treasure,
With wisdom and knowledge, beyond measure.
She solved riddles and puzzles, with ease,
And guided her kingdom, with wisdom and peace.

But what made her truly awe-inspiring,
Was her kind heart that was ever admiring.
She treated her people with love and care,
Helping them soar to heights, beyond compare.

A queen of beauty and talent, so rare to find,
She ruled with compassion, her spirit kind.
Her reign was filled with wonder and delight,
A queen whose brilliance shone day and night.
83 · Dec 2020
SVNDY
AJ Xi Dec 2020
Time will come, I’ll come by
To see you, and hug you tight
Filled with kisses and surprise
Don’t worry darling, You’ll be by my side

Million miles, so far away
What ever happen, let me stay
Long distance, yeah it ****
But my feeling’s still into you, I’m stuck
79 · Sep 2023
Afraid of commitment
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In the depths of his heart, a fear resides,
A man afraid of commitment, where love hides.
He's danced on the edge, but never taken the leap,
Afraid of the promises he must faithfully keep.

Like a bird in a cage, longing to be free,
He fears the unknown of what love could be.
He tiptoes around affection, unable to stay,
Worried that love may lead him astray.

He's seen the scars left by broken trust,
And fears that his heart might be crushed.
The walls he's built, so sturdy and tall,
Shielding him from a potential fall.

Trust in the journey, let love be your guide,
Release your fears, let your heart open wide.
For in the realm of commitment, love truly thrives,
Unveiling a world where endless joy arrives.
78 · Jul 2021
Can you?
AJ Xi Jul 2021
Can you be that someone, who’ll never make me cry
Can you be that someone, who'll stay until I die?
Or are you that someone, that someone I met last time?
Who made me feel special, but then, left me dry
Can you be the one, telling me not to cry
When I feel empty, and tryin’ to **** myself inside?
77 · Sep 2023
Platonic Love
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In the land of friendship's embrace,
A love that's pure, devoid of chase.
No romance, no passion's flame,
Just a bond that forever remains.

Platonic love, a gentle kind,
A connection that's hard to find.
Support and care, through thick and thin,
A friendship that never will rescind.

Through laughter shared and tears we shed,
In each other's hearts, we're deeply wed.
Unconditional, this love we've found,
In trust and loyalty, we're bound.

No need for labels or expectations,
Just companionship and admiration.
With platonic love as our guide,
We walk together, side by side.

In this world, where love takes many forms,
Platonic love, its beauty warms.
A cherished treasure, rare and true,
A bond that words can't fully construe.
76 · Sep 2023
Unseen Crown
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In a realm where dreams take flight,
There lived a queen, a radiant light.
Her beauty graced the morning sun,
A vision of elegance, beloved by everyone.

It was her kindness that truly defined,
This queen adorned with a heart so refined.
She cared for her people, their burdens she shared,
Empathy and compassion, traits that showed she cared.

With open arms, she welcomed all,
Rich, poor, big or small.
She cherished diversity and unity alike,
Creating a kingdom where hearts could strike.

A beacon of hope, a symbol of grace,
The queen's presence illuminated every place.
Her kindness, talent, beauty combined,
An inspiration to all, a ruler so kind.
73 · Dec 2020
PHONE LOVE
AJ Xi Dec 2020
It started in WhatsApp
I chatted you, what’s up?
You had no idea to who I was
I introduced myself and acted like an ***

It all started with one hi
Then we became friends
We shared LOL and Parenthesis
Until this feeling started to exist

I try to call you and ****! You lift up
We started talking about random stuff
The moment I heard your cute voice
Well I begin to fall inlove.
69 · Nov 2020
God is Love
AJ Xi Nov 2020
Sometimes I wonder what am I
Am I a person? I can deny
I feel unwanted and unloved
But God’s always there, never apart

No one loves me, it’s so true
But God is love so I love you
The person I love they don’t love me back
But I still love them, ‘cos God is Love!
69 · Nov 2020
A Taste of Friendship
AJ Xi Nov 2020
Our friendship blends with ***** and ice
Sometimes it taste like sweet and spice
Forever this friendship keep in our mind
Hoping the soonest we will meet in time.

You said this friendship are romantically romantic
And yeah, you’re right, but we’re more sweet than romantic relationship
At least we’re not faking every moment
Hope this will still exist ‘till the end.
To Enna LS of Manipur India
68 · Oct 2020
I need a hand
AJ Xi Oct 2020
Struggles to face, barriers to wreck
Stairs to step, rope to tug
Goals to reach, dreams to come true
Sometimes I can’t do, without any of you.

Strength I don’t have, when I am alone
Motivations I need, from someone I know
Don’t you know that your help, will make myself up
That’s why most of the time, i need a helping hand.
66 · Oct 2020
Keep Thinking ‘bout you
AJ Xi Oct 2020
Of all the things I wanted to do
Well I just want to think of you
The day always passes by
And your face’s always on my mind

One time my friend asked me about you
What the hell happened? Why you broke up two?
I’m just speechless and I can’t hide
The tears keep falling in my eyes

We were in the alley with those idiot friends of mine
And I’m trying to act cool every time you pass by
They teased me in-front of you but you said hi!
You stare at me and then you smile.
66 · Sep 2023
Defying Me
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In shadows they lurk, with tongues of spite,
Those despicable souls who bring nothing but blight.
Their words, like venom, seek to wound,
But little do they know, their efforts are doomed.

They try to diminish my shine, my glorious might,
But oh, how they tremble at the sight.
For I am cunning, I am sly,
And their feeble attempts to bring me down will pass by.


With a smirk on my lips and mischief in my eyes,
I rise above their pettiness, reaching skies.
Their words can't touch me, they merely graze,
For I am AJ! , the one who defies.
64 · Sep 2023
Untitled
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In a realm without labels, we reside,
Bound by love that needs no guide.
No titles or roles to define our place,
Just the beauty of connection, at its own pace.

                        - AJ Xi
64 · Feb 2021
My First Love
AJ Xi Feb 2021
From time to time you looked at me and I blushed
You have a fair and seductive eyes
You looked like a child who cast away a diamond to seized a pebble
And slender and chestnut blond with blue eyes dressed with elegant simplicity

But ended at an early hour my first love
My ****** heart always mourn
The reckless step it took on the flower decked abyss
My illusions will return, but indifferent, uncertain
Ready for the first betrayal on the path of love.
Was drafted last 2015, furnished last march 20, 2020 and Posted today :)
60 · Oct 2020
A Player
AJ Xi Oct 2020
I WAS SCROLLING MY NEWSFEED, AND MY NOTIFICATION RING
YOU’VE SENT ME FRIEND REQUEST, AND IT MADE ME THINK
IT WAS LONG TIME AGO, SINCE I FIRST SAW YOU
ARE YOU TRYING TO PLAY ME, LIKE A LONG TIME AGO?

AFTER A MINUTE OF THINKING, I ACCEPTED YOUR REQUEST
BUT TRYING TO IGNORE YOU, AT MY VERY BEST
I AM ABOUT TO OFFLINE, BUT SOMEONE MESSAGE ME HI!
I SAW YOUR NAME ON MY CHAT BOX,
AND AGAIN, I WAS SURPRISED

WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?, WHY YOU BUGGING ME?
ARE YOU BORED OR SOMETHING? OR JUST WANNA PLAY ME?
‘COS I DON’T WANNA PLAY, WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU
I’M SO DONE WITH HEARTACHES, AND AM SO DONE WITH YOU!
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In the garden of life, where friendships grow,
A precious seed is planted, its beauty to show.
With tender care and nurturing hands,
We cultivate a bond that forever stands.

Friendship, like a blooming flower,
Radiates warmth and gives us power.
Through laughter, tears, and shared delight,
It blossoms, bringing colors so bright.

Like a gentle breeze on a summer's day,
A friend's presence can chase worries away.
They listen with kindness, without judgment or scorn,
Offering support, making our burdens less worn.

Through thick and thin, they stand by our side,
In moments of triumph, and when we need to hide.
Their unwavering loyalty, a comforting embrace,
Reminding us that we belong in this space.

A true friend's love knows no bounds,
Accepting us wholly, with all our flaws around.
They see the beauty within our soul,
And help us become the best version we can behold.

In times of darkness, they bring the light,
Guiding us through the darkest night.
With their wisdom and guidance, we find our way,
Together, we navigate each new day.

So let us celebrate the bonds we hold dear,
Cherishing friendships that bring us cheer.
For in the tapestry of life, woven so fine,
True friendship is a treasure divine.
50 · Jun 2
Head turner
AJ Xi Jun 2
In crowds she walks, a radiant flame,
Captivating hearts, no two the same.
Her laughter rings, a melody sweet,
Drawing all near, in admiration's heat.

With every step, she lights the room,
A captivating presence, dispelling gloom.
Her grace and charm, a mesmerizing sight,
In her presence, all hearts take flight.

Like a diamond in the sun's warm glow,
She shines bright, for all to know.
A girl who caught the world's attention,
With her beauty and captivating dimension.

In her aura, dreams take flight,
As she dances through the night.
A girl of wonder, a sight to behold,
In her allure, all stories unfold.
Happy Birthday Sayangku✨
AJ Xi Sep 2023
In the realm of life's grand tapestry,
A tale unfolded unexpectedly.
A woman, a vision of serendipity,
Captured my heart so effortlessly.

In a realm of shadows, where pain resides,
A queen emerged, a beacon in disguise.
Unexpectedly, she entered my life's domain,
Opening my heart, healing years of heartache's strain.

Her presence, a balm, soothing my wounded soul,
With gentle grace, she made my spirit whole.
A radiance adorned her, a crown unseen,
Her essence, a regal beauty, serene.

With her, I discovered a love reborn,
A love that weathered the heartache once torn.
She reigns over my heart, a queen so rare,
A love story worthy of a royal affair.

In this tale of a queen met unexpectedly,
Love blossomed in the face of adversity.
Through the miles, our hearts beat as one,
A love story that endures, under the distant sun.

And as we wait for the day we shall unite,
Our love will grow stronger, shining ever bright.
For true love knows no boundaries, no decree,
In the realm of our hearts, forever we shall be.

But as seasons change, so does our fate,
And life's cruel hand may separate.
Yet, the memories we shared will forever remain,
A testament to the queen who healed my pain.
To CJLS (Queen Zii✨)

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