AJ Chilson

AJ Chilson Apr 2013

After
karaoke:
Wondering what to do
without all the people cheering
me on.

AJ Chilson Apr 2013

Why now?
Why is it you?
Why do you have to go
while I have to stay here by
myself?

AJ Chilson Apr 2013

Twelve noon
(medicine time):
Praying that with this dose
every burden I have inside
will go.

AJ Chilson Apr 2013

Seconds
turn to minutes,
minutes turn to hours,
and I wonder what I'm really
doing.

AJ Chilson Apr 2013

It came.
Again, it came.
The monster from within
making its presence felt without
a word.

AJ Chilson Apr 2013

Nothing
really makes me
feel the way I used to.
And now, all I want is to be
happy.

AJ Chilson Apr 2013

New day,
same old problems,
not knowing what to do.
Just wishing everything would go
away.