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AJ Champoli Jun 2014
An Endless lie
but momentary honesty
that's all I want
the *** of gold at the end of the rainbow that has one desolate ******* piece of yourself that isn't just fool's gold

You are nothing but another part of the collective
another face
another name that no one will pronounce because to everyone else in this big world you don't ******* matter
You dress the way you do to fit in with the misfits
You are just a contradiction that is contradicting why I should even bother knowing you

I used to think you were my world
and I wanted to be your moon
revolve my life around you
that was the plan
but the thing that never goes to plan is the plan

I don't look good enough for you
I don't have tattoos but my body is a temple
I am not thin enough
to make it simple
I am nothing that you want

I try to get your help when I need it most and all you do is put me on pause because a guy just walked by and mmmm he is cute and better looking than you so sry hope the ground kills you instantly so you won't remember how bad I made you feel.

Next time I need your help as I am falling without a net
for goodness ******* sake
just admit everything about you is fake
AJ Champoli Jun 2014
Bare feet on the tile floor
no cares anymore
your favorite band blasting out of your speakers
I  only wish I could be her's

Be her favorite jokster
favorite nerd
favorite musician
favorite guy who talks to her
favorite guy
favorite mishap
favorite mean person she knows
favorite anything.

You are great
nope better
awesome
no perfect
no.
By the time the photons from your face connect to my eyes
and turn into the images I know as you
I've already convinced myself in and out of saying anything possibly wishily washily maybe possibly sort of kind of that can give you the wrong impression of me

I love looking at space
I know you do too
we are stargazers
looking out there because we don't like what we see down here
When I see stars I see you
A constant bright light shining through the blackened veil that is smothering me with fear at night
You are the perfectly imperfect stars to me
I just hope someday you'll see one of those stars as me.
AJ Champoli Jun 2014
Air lifting
Ocean floor shifting
inward not outward
together in harmony

Cracks on space
hold together nature's embrace
titans to sublimate
never to proliferate hate

Wild untamed
melting together
and fusing apart
only to not care if you end where you start

Look outside your window
down at the sea
to learn about what you didn't know
about you or me

Earth is not angry it is happy instead
Her happiness won't cease to the vermin are all dead
So the next time you see a seismographs spike
just remember this is what Earth's happiness looks like.
AJ Champoli Jun 2014
Breathing heat
Pressure steep
nothing's complete
birth's receipt

Pay for thing you said
blood down your wrists
should have stayed quiet instead
Always learning from that class I missed

Broken pages
young girl's diary
not from force
but from pain
drops of happiness of the windowpane

On this Island instead alone we contemplate
How the others have successfully changed our fate
How we don't need them anymore
How people born from bad parents shouldn't call you a stupid *****

On the Island it's peaceful alone with beats and a book
No capitalists pressuring you anymore
**** your nook

Many people feel the same
yet we don't unify
to see our imperfectly perfect flag rise to the sky
because on the evil mainland they feed off your doubt
Be your own eruption and just burst out.

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