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Jul 2012 · 2.2k
leggo my ego? >_>
Aj Jul 2012
underestimated, misunderstood, falsely accused...

so I glanced at a blank, it looked back

...I smiled, feeling confident,

it grilled me in disappointment....

then a mirror, liking what I'd thought I'd see,

it spat at me...

then within, this time without preconceptions,

I saw unequivocal greatness, glory, victory,

wings spreading, eyes glowing, countenance radiating

...I saw what none can, then realized it was a just a dream,

projected expection of the self amongst the selves,

greatness when I close my eyes to the world,

foul once awoken from the bliss of personal sanctuary,

I was my accuser, misunderstanding myself

overestimating reality by the measure of fantasy..

then, I looked around and saw in many,

that reality had completely replaced fantasy,

so how can they possibly see me?

why then, should I feel falsely accused?
Jul 2012 · 1.2k
Pavlov's bitch..
Aj Jul 2012
notifications made me really and primitively love the color red >_<
just sad
Jul 2012 · 903
I care, don't worry
Aj Jul 2012
oh i'm listening, don't get offended

nope, and no, you're not offending

it's me here always waiting,  

accompanied by all your complaining,

not merely listening, but acting on will,

to gift a ****, to care and commit,

and no there's nothing else i'm

planning, i'm your disposable pair of ears,

floating in your head and not attached,

not yours at all really but you seem to be

using mine much more than your own,

so whose ears do i call these?

when i get them back, they're too worn out

for all the noise in my own head!
Jul 2012 · 1.3k
collective brainstorm
Aj Jul 2012
today seemed inspired,

clever grammatic acrobatics,

maybe some genuine musings,

definite contextual reactions.

has the psyche, yours and mine,

been as busy as the day's rain?

what was so different in the air,

when we stayed inside,

seCured in our sense of shelter?

was it ugly out? I found it beautiful,

but I couldn't take my laptop outside :/
let it rain, it has antiseptics :} think about it
Jul 2012 · 1.4k
reciprick! rejection
Aj Jul 2012
you got me,

got into my head,

morphed and laced my sense,

you rocked me,

shocked me,

shared your ails' dispense

then you forgot me,

forget you,

get out of my head!
Jun 2012 · 1.2k
girls just don't
Aj Jun 2012
Ohhh the elaborate plots,
of a girl trying to depart,
when she needs to ****.

What a striking metaphor,
to the core, for the attack,
against a natural score.

A silent symphony,
silent and deadly :{ buttt,
don't worry, you're too pretty.
METAPHOR
Jun 2012 · 945
some top words
Aj Jun 2012
dust  trash  light
minerals  life  new  
white  vibrant  just  vision  
depictions  listen  ****
eyes  stop
just as it showed
Jun 2012 · 968
nature's optimisim
Aj Jun 2012
why are you so angry? IT'S ******* ME OFF!
CAN'T YOU JUST BEHAVE?! it's driving me crazy.. >>

trash on everything and anyone and all your past and all our futures,
trash your eyes before beholding beauty? can't you see it outside of yourself?
do you not want to believe it's there? are you that ugly inside? what are you reflecting?
all you do is trash on this and that and that's not all my eyes are opening for,
so if i should listen to you
my friends,
listen to me too, it's all ugly and especially you, OK! i'll admit, so am i.. <
<
but remember, without ****, there's no sprouts...if you couldn't poo, you'd be much more a shady hue, brown and blue....remember that trees and grandparents decay, that maggots and fun guys spoil the evening's soup...

do you smell that? ew...right? nasty, don't go near it...let the beatles and garbage men handle all your stinkless
****, flushed and forgotten....you know what? you're why the world is trash, yicky stanks...stop pointing, stop staring, stop wondering and complaining....it's you too :} now don't you just feel so much better you rotting carcass of fruit?
more may defecate
Jun 2012 · 2.4k
Zen of Mud
Aj Jun 2012
...plain, white light of conscious sight

carved with the black of depictions,

stretched imaginations, dance of

curves and shapes, the inner vision

needs a pair of shades, color it

with flames of passion, free flow

of feeling, breeze of dreams

whistling through the meadows

of vibrant forms

...from the dust

this thought was born, to the

dust, the vision fades, in the dust

are the sparks, minerals, elements

of life, fertile fields, sow the seeds


...from the groves, the forms are

reborn, then the critters and grubs

swarm in, eating the scraps, *******

new life into the soil, new sparks

and minerals, eggs and chances,

rhythms for the new generations,

vibrant once more, a matter of

potent renditions, the breath fueling

the black depictions, white light geyser,

grey clouds, tarnished ores,

dirt and dust, all colored with the minerals

of light

...and in that light is solar life,

lunar reflections, Earthly fullfillment of

'son'shine, mother's milk, and dad's

beer brewing in the astro's firmament.

Dancing all through again and again of

swirvy curls, recollection of scattered pearls,

casted and then returned.
I may add more to this, ran out of Zen :j

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