Like mother like daughter they always say,
But is it possible there could be another way?
A mother's sins past down to her child,
The two of them both free and wild.
For what she did her daughter must pay the price.
It's more than fate, destiny, or a roll of the dice.
The way it is, the way it will will always be,
But maybe quite possibly it could end with me.
The love filled with the curse,
Not completely sure what could be worse.
Always out of reach, just out of hand,
To both of us the perfect man.
But she cheated, and he put out the hit
The family secret no one knows the final bit.
Pushed away in hushs and whispers,
Nothing he could do except kiss her.
The relationship can't break, be fixed, or bend
So here is where the story must end.

******. Hurt. Angry. Damaged.
**** That.
And For What?
**** That.
What's The Reason?
**** That.
Someone Else's Stupidity?
**** That.
I'd Rather Be By Myself Than With Someone Who Can't Appreciate My Worth.
**** That.
While You're Busy Figuring Out Why Things Are The Way They Are They're Busy Making Moves.
**** That.
Raw. Real. Honest.
**** That.
I'll Keep My Thoughts To Myself , Hold My Own Feelings In.

I fell in love with someone incapable of love.
 Someone so broken beyond repair they broke me just to feel whole again. 
Just to have someone to share their miserable live with. 
I fell in love with someone incapable of knowing what life is.
Someone who can't see the beauty of life for the fear of losing.
I fell in love with someone I can't let go of. 
Someone who I can share my life with. 
Someone who shows me the beauty of life.

Heavy hearts
Heavy hands
Reluctant eyes
I hate goodbyes
Can't move forward, can't go back
Right in the middle, completely trapped 
A fate that now no one can save us from
Looking now at what we've become
What comes next? I do ask 
Not knowing is the hardest task
One thing to hold on to, can't seem to let go 
What could have been we will never know 
Maybe it's best to be this way, but if that the case why do you cross my mind everyday? 
I won't bother you, I won't fuss 
Just march forward knowing I love you, and will never forget us.

Writing, writing, writing so much on my mind
Often, I do wonder how I keep myself in line
Strange to think about, but my heart is intertwined 
Thought the two were separate, but one they have become 
For once my heart was shattered, my imagination was long gone 
So what to do with a ****** up head and an aching heart? 
Can't function right, can't push restart 
A perfect pair is what they are
Because when you have one the other can't be far

Everything in a whirl 
To neither your only girl. 
Love, was something you both claimed
But always, it ends. you're the only one to blame. 
Pushed me away, and let me in 
My two greatest loves you both have been. 
Choose one, can't be without the other 
Eventually, in my feelings I will be smothered.
More alike than it may seem, 
Understanding is something of a dream. 
Stuck in the moments, every moment so painful. 
What is the escape, why am I so vain full?