It's been over a year and
I still miss your presence here.
Do you even think about me?
Do I ever cross your mind?
Is this how it feels to be free?
Feeling alone and incomplete?
Those flashbacks.
They cause a heartache.
They bring back memories.
But now its far too late.
Sometimes I close my eyes and
I still feel your warm breath on my cheek,
Your hands on my waist,
The way you used to kiss me.
When I'd open my eyes,
I come back to reality.
You stopped loving me.
That's what you said.
You told me you liked me
But that wasn't enough.
Did you ever consider how I felt?
How much I loved you then?
I long for your company,
It's something I'll never get.
I need to accept the truth.
I need to let go.

Trying to find the words to make this sound right.
Trying to purge the burden of guilt by writing this at night.
Telling you how I'm feeling will make me feel a little light.
It's quite cheesy but just bear with me alright?

Remember those nights I wouldn't get any sleep?
Ever wondered what I would think about that was so deep?
Apart from thinking about the regular stuff,
I also think about the special someone who started out as a crush.

There are a few wounds that just aren't healing.
Its the first time I've even felt such a feeling.
Maybe its because I've never know someone this well before.
It's because of you that I've stopped being insecure.

I'm sorry for making promises I wasn't around to keep.
Saying that made me feel better. Tonight I'll get some sleep!
And when you say 'Its okay.' I know its really not.
I'm really sorry for all those times and I love you a lot!