In the still quiet place
In the corner of a paradise
I imagine him and me
Laughing and teasing cautiously
So that no one will hear our cries

I cant stop thinking about him
I cant stop staring
I wished he thought the same way too
I wished he thought... I was his

Dreams never come true, do they?
He comes and tells me about another girl
Why can he understand the girl he needs, is me?
I cant bear to listen
My heart is ripped

I still smile weakly cos he still teases me, saying I'm his
I walk home alone, remembering all our times
I get angry at the girl who changed his mind

In the happiness of the past
The glooms of the dark storm enters
I keep walking home alone, till its winter

The bitter fact: he's not mine anymore
So difficult to take in
So difficult to breathe
I keep crying at nights
Not able to sleep

Its so funny, how a small affection turns to such
A dramatic feeling,
Its funny how I have changed from being me
He comes running to me one night
Saying I'm his, alright

Its too late, I'm numb inside
He treated me well, but he threw me aside
Now I've just stood up on my own
And he wants to push me over again
I deny his love, I'm denying my heart from facing one more pain

Its love, not destiny
Its my heart, not a torn piece of paper money
Just stop using me, please stop destroying me
Let me live, let me shine
Let me learn to move and clear out your memories line by line

No one can see what's happening
Nobody has any clue
There's a love that's blooming
You didn't notice it too
A drop of rain from heaven
The chirp of birds that sing
All these seem so new to me
And yet, you don't feel a thing
The day i felt your deep brown eyes fall on mine
That day i danced around all night
It made me feel like a queen
Everyone under my control
Everything is my belonging
I started smiling the second you gazed
I stopped listening, I was naturally amazed
For once, it felt magical and a life long wonder
Forever it will stay with me and mystically linger

Not a single second passes
Without me, thinking about my dreams
I keep worrying too much till my smile loses its remaining beam
I have met strangers, who say they have absolutely no worries
Their statement seems so blurry

Have you not experienced a small hurt, or a small pain?
Didn't you ever want to run away with shame?
Haven't you ever felt betrayed?
Have you ever made a mistake, and swayed?

These riddles kept pondering me
Their stories continued to amaze me
Seemed like I had more pain and confusions in my life
Their wishes seemed to be always obliged without a single strife

I can't count the number of times I have felt heavy at heart
I can't remember how many times I've prayed to be far apart
From the times of desolation
From the times of grief
From the times I felt so lonely, I could hardly breathe

Born lucky, they say
Their destiny supports them in every possible way
But I keep struggling
I put down all my interests and try to keep juggling
All the things I hate doing
Just to keep my loved ones happy and smiling

One day my time will come
When I get to be the luckiest one
When the sun throws my shadow behind
When nothing can stop me from being confined