Got this anger got this substance and I never saw it comin
Cant deny, nullify, pain will only satisfy
this primal urge, joyous purge, of everything I ever loved
whats the point, hit this joint, still I cant erase these thoughts
of jealousy, anger breed, this animals growin inside me
teeth snared, heart bared, acting like u really cared
but what the ****, reality struck, what is love no sacrifice
ugly truth, ended youth, forgiveness got me itchin
lice
what if I don’t feel like playin nice
what if I say **** it and jus roll the dice
pullin the trigger got me real enticed
if I was you kid, id go run and hide
I got issues that im failing to keep deep inside
Like my father up and leavin me high and dry
My mothers deep need to constantly lie
The fact my boyfriend cant learn to apologize
My friends creepin around like I got no sight
But I am so ready for this ******* fight
Victory tastes sweet. Ready to take a bite.
All of these emotions got me mesmerized
Right from wrong blurred, now im hypnotized
Feel like I wont stop til ive terrorized
Need to do the justice that ive been denied
The devil in my eyes is gonna rectify
im comin to get you but first lemme get high
as far as im concerned for you this is goodbye