Who am I?
I walk alone,
Thoughts of suicide,
Me all on my own...

Who are you?
You'd like to know me?
I'm not too sure,
To become friends I see...

Hello my friend,
What to do?
Adventure around the bend,
You and me, me and you.

My friends they grew,
Can't even count them,
Excited for the new,
Me on top of my friend mountain.

Who are these people?
Think they know me,
Where did my friend go?
Blinded and cannot see...

These people seem to mock me,
Everything is fun,
Invite me to parties,
But I only want one...

Where did my friend go,
I seem to miss her,
Where she is I do not know,
Why do I wanna kiss her?

I miss her so dearly,
Fame it took me,
It hurts my heart really,
The game it played me...

My fame is killing me,
My heart is torn in half,
My heart crushed in the deep,
My love is holding someone's hand...

I call her up one night,
And sob into the phone,
What nearly became a fight,
I ask, "will you be my own?"

The day after she looks into my eyes,
I grab her hand,
The tears of hurt crawl from inside,
She creates a bond?

She hugs me tight,
I sigh in soul-less remain,
Have I won this fight?
She calmly strokes away the pain...

What fame has done to me,
What fame made me see,
What fame put me through,
This ******* fame took me away from you.

Day in day out,
There is no doubt,
I see her smiling face,
In her smile I see hope,
Something I've never seen.

When I see her smile,
My feelings change,
They switch upside down,
For some odd reason,
I don't know why,
It takes away my frown.

Her little hopeful smile,
It changes me,
Her presence is worth my while,
I love her so much,
And I won't change,
As long as she don't frown.

I love pain,
Yes I do.
The man that I love,
Enjoys it too.

He ties me down,
As we make love,
He holds my neck,
in silent sound.

He tells me I’m bad,
I bite at his lips,
He pushes me down,
His hands on my hips.

Please pin me down,
Choke me some more,
Please make me beg,
Make me your *****.

I wake from my sleep,
With teary eyes I see black,
All the anger lies deep,
My emotions that I show are at lack.

Like a withered flower I lay,
A tear grindes down my cheek,
I lay miserable for the rest of day,
This is me, the emotional freak.

I cry for the pain I caused you,
My soul is torn apart,
The course of life no longer goes through,
I no longer wish for a pumping heart.

I can no longer bear with myself,
I wish I could see through,
I put my broken dead heart on the shelf,
To the end of my life.
"Farewell I loved you."

I lie awake,
I cannot rest,
My eyes wide open,
i hear my breath.

There's a spot next to me,
It looks kind of empty,
For who will this spot be,
The thought is quite tempting.

I close my eyes and see a shape,
I draw a smile in relief,
The illusion of the shades,
Leading me to strange beliefs.

I close my eyes and dry my tears,
I can't stop thinking of you,
I wish you were here to take my fears,
Instead pain is what loneliness put me through,
I want to lay here in bed with you.

Confessions,
what’s in my head,
The ballad plays,
Madness Is Genius.

Death of the hero,
Makes me wanna die,
Swimming home,
Madness Is Genius.

To the stage I go,
I follow the white rabbit,
I see what’s in my life,
Madness Is Genius.

Born like this,
I’m lost in the crowd,
Can I save you,
Madness Is Genius.

Something of value,
To the electrical chair they take me,
Wait for your turn,
With my madness they **** genius you see?

She arrives in front of me,
With flooding tears and sighs,
Her sadness is what seems to be,
Silently I kiss her eyes.

Her heart had broke in two,
I rest my hand on her chest,
For what seems wrong to do,
I only do what I think is best.

Her wrists bleed in rivers,
I lick her blood away,
Her body restless with shivers,
Don't worry, I'm here to stay.

Her mouth decorated in a small pout,
Shamelessly I kiss her lips,
What the hell was that about?
For a tiny glimpse of bliss.

We lay on the bed,
Her eyes watery and weak,
My hand gently strokes her head,
For what we do is no need to speak.

I lose myself in her presence,
I drown in her eyes,
I can't put it in a sentence,
What we did wasn't quite wise.

Inside of her so wet and warm,
For what seems like a cold heartless girl,
I feel her lustful grip on my arms,
I wish for her to stay in my world.

Her quiet moans are music to my ears,
I'll make her forget about her ex,
I'll be there to take her tears,
We made love, that is more than ***.

I knew her forever,
She held onto me,
She sees me as a lover,
Maybe there's more I could be.

She's like a little sister,
Someone I dearly love,
She looks up to this mister,
Like a confused little dove.

I'm almost like a dad to her,
Someone she feels safe with,
She's covered in a lambs fur,
Her safety is my only wish.

At sixteen so confident,
Yet never tells me what to do,
To me she's prominent,
Every night she tells me: I love you.

There's many meanings to words,
Many things I always tell to her,
She knows that I'm so proud it almost hurts,
She's my Little Soldier.

Every night you fall to pieces,
Wish you were someone else,
Whatever it is it freezes,
Watch them, the sandcastles.

Reflections in the mirrors tell lies,
Wish you were someone else,
Watch them all die as flies,
Watch them grow, the sandcastles.

I’m invisible to them,
Wish you were someone else,
You over power them,
Watch them rise the sandcastles.

You make the change,
Wish you weren't someone else,
Read your list to burn their names,
Watch it grow, your sandcastle.

With power comes force,
Thought you had known so well,
Can you feel any remorse,
As your sandcastle, it fell.

My little Dahlia,
My little Dahlia.
How fair you do bloom.
So pure white,
So pure white.
Brighter than the sun at noon.

Smile so bright,
Smile so bright.
The sight of you brings me joy.
So happy,
So happy.
Happier than I child with a toy.

My little Dahlia,
My little Dahlia.
So sun begins to set.
It is so late,
It is so late.
The moon brings us to bed.

Though a quiet scream,
Though a quiet scream.
My Dahlia for I cannot see you.
I am so scared,
I am so scared.
My Dahlia, where's the sky so blue?

What happened to you,
What happened to you.
Your white innocence had changed to dark.
Woe is me,
Woe is me.
My love is covered in red as blood.

Vengeance is mine,
Vengeance is mine.
V stands for Vendetta.
Your passion so red.
My red one to wed.
I'll paint you picture perfect in your grave.
With knife and blade.

A feeling unlike any other,
A moment without any bother,
A realm with no scent,
A calm feeling under the water tent.

Roam with me,
I will show you places,
Swimming through the weeds,
The water has many faces.

Follow the voice,
It calls for you,
Do you have a choice,
Is it numbing you?

You hear her voice,
She calls for you,
Is it worth your while,
Do you feel it go through?

Take her hand,
Do not let go,
You are now,
Where the sirens roam.

She sings a song,
Will you join along?
She teases you,
Will she come through?
You open your mouth,
And suddenly,
The Siren had killed you.

A feeling unlike any other,
A moment without any bother,
A realm where you feel no dread.
The numb feeling of being dead.