Aikin The Deadman

Aikin The Deadman Mar 2013

The further that I keep going,
The further that I step away,
The more I go without knowing,
The more I'm losing my light of day.

The more you speak of hurt,
The things that I'll never say,
Leave them buried in the dirt,
The more I'm losing my light of day.

The shorter the distance to fall,
Nothing will cross my way,
No one listened when I called,
The more I'm losing my light of day.

The impact had torn us apart,
Why couldn't you just stay,
The concrete has stopped my heart,
I lost you, my light of day.

If you had held my hand,
When you looked into my eyes,
And told me you understand,
Maybe, you could've saved my life.

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Aikin The Deadman Mar 2013

I Want You In My Bed

I lie awake,
I cannot rest,
My eyes wide open,
i hear my breath.

There's a spot next to me,
It looks kind of empty,
For who will this spot be,
The thought is quite tempting.

I close my eyes and see a shape,
I draw a smile in relief,
The illusion of the shades,
Leading me to strange beliefs.

I close my eyes and dry my tears,
I can't stop thinking of you,
I wish you were here to take my fears,
Instead pain is what loneliness put me through,
I want to lay here in bed with you.

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Aikin The Deadman Feb 2013

To My Lover

I might not change reality,
I might not be well known,
I might not keep my sanity,
But there's one thing I call my own...

I might not afford much,
I might not be quite free,
I might shiver at your touch,
Because you belong to me....

I might not have trusted you,
I might have changed,
I might not be me without you,
You have taken me out of my cage...

I might long for your presence,
I might even cower in fear,
I might be transparent,
I'm not me without you here...

All I wish for is your love,
All I can take is your injection,
All I need is a wonder from above,
In order to live I need your affection...
I Love You.

To the love of my life... <3

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Aikin The Deadman Feb 2013

Days Of Fame

Who am I?
I walk alone,
Thoughts of suicide,
Me all on my own...

Who are you?
You'd like to know me?
I'm not too sure,
To become friends I see...

Hello my friend,
What to do?
Adventure around the bend,
You and me, me and you.

My friends they grew,
Can't even count them,
Excited for the new,
Me on top of my friend mountain.

Who are these people?
Think they know me,
Where did my friend go?
Blinded and cannot see...

These people seem to mock me,
Everything is fun,
Invite me to parties,
But I only want one...

Where did my friend go,
I seem to miss her,
Where she is I do not know,
Why do I wanna kiss her?

I miss her so dearly,
Fame it took me,
It hurts my heart really,
The game it played me...

My fame is killing me,
My heart is torn in half,
My heart crushed in the deep,
My love is holding someone's hand...

I call her up one night,
And sob into the phone,
What nearly became a fight,
I ask, "will you be my own?"

The day after she looks into my eyes,
I grab her hand,
The tears of hurt crawl from inside,
She creates a bond?

She hugs me tight,
I sigh in soul-less remain,
Have I won this fight?
She calmly strokes away the pain...

What fame has done to me,
What fame made me see,
What fame put me through,
This ******* fame took me away from you.

This poem... True story bro.

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Aikin The Deadman Jan 2013

The Kreepture

A creature,
Before it was a man,
Without any feature,
Before it could stand.

Hiding in the shadow,
Crawling in its hole,
Devouring the hollow,
Eating the hearts it stole.

Do you hear it sneak,
Will you listen?
Do you take a peek,
Will you see?
Do you face the creep,
Will you recognise,
The unmentionable freak?

Seal your heart,
Save it at every hour.
Do not let your soul part,
Don't let it get devoured.

Will you listen to me,
Are you safe,
Have you escaped the freak,
Where do you stand?

This small dark room?
You sure you're safe?
Won't it lead you to your doom?
Do you trust me?

Don't turn around,
Let me smell your scent,
Don't make a sound,
Here, let me hold your hand.

You feel my cold?
Do you feel my breath?
This curse is far beyond old.
Will you smile at your death?

The Kreepture is near,
Silence you breath,
Before you could hear,
I have brought your DEATH.

Say farewell to your beautiful life,
Listen to your dying sighs,
Carefully balanced on the blade of a knife,
See my face with your cold, dead eyes.

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Aikin The Deadman Jan 2013

It's not a Fashion Statement

I wake from my sleep,
With teary eyes I see black,
All the anger lies deep,
My emotions that I show are at lack.

Like a withered flower I lay,
A tear grindes down my cheek,
I lay miserable for the rest of day,
This is me, the emotional freak.

I cry for the pain I caused you,
My soul is torn apart,
The course of life no longer goes through,
I no longer wish for a pumping heart.

I can no longer bear with myself,
I wish I could see through,
I put my broken dead heart on the shelf,
To the end of my life.
"Farewell I loved you."

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Aikin The Deadman Jan 2013

My Worlds End

I watch the sky,
It fades to black,
Tho I wonder why,
Will I see more than your back?

I see your face,
It makes me smile,
Lose time and space,
Is life worth my while?

I see the pale sky above,
All my feelings were true,
Truly, what I felt was love,
Will my world end with you?

I count the days I won't sleep the night,
Day after day I lay in my bed,
I give up on you I won't fight,
Where I lay they will find me dead.

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