Whirling of your airconditioner, breeze of the open air
The things i hear in this wee hour of the morning
I closed my eyes, tried to dream something nice
But i just cant make it, things are going crazy on my mind.

In moments like this, all i want is to vanish
Not to leave things unsaid but i just cant take it.
Days have passed, they're pretty fast
I don't know how to stop the clock.

I'm trying to make sense all the things i said
But somehow regret for being so honest
I glanced at you, asked myself some clue
Of how you found the things that we've gone through.

I can't understand why on the first place i'm lying on your side
All i know is i'm awake and wanna hug you tight
The taste of lips i savoured and felt
Though you told me i didnt know how to kiss.

You may laugh at me and forever find me funny
I think that's the image i might leave to stay
But pardon me i just wanted to let go
All the glow you gave me when i laid my eyes on you.

It's not a game that most people play
Because im not good at it and i dont mind losing anyway.
All i know is when i wrapped my arms around you
I felt some warmth that only your heart can outflow.

I thank you for all the things you've showed
They're not easy for sure, i know.
One day when you think of this day
I don't know what you would say, but for me, this is one of the sweetest things i ask when i pray.

This heart is pounding, too fast, can't hear a thing.
I need some ******, not to stop the pain but to be numb again.
I'm losing it baby, bring it back to me, please, i'm begging.
Now i'm out of control, that's strange, that's unfair.

I'm burnt, i'm lost, i'm ******, i'm floating in the air.
The fire, the blaze, the pleasure, i need you to lie down here.
The hunger, the pain, the thirst, things i can't bear.
Got to see a new sky, got to find, got to have a story to tell.

It's like leaping a distance, too far, can't be reached by mail.
This is crazy, this is something we have to sustain.
For you baby, i'll embrace the danger, i'll be your lover, no caution, no lane.
Let's do it together even if that means ...we will burn in hell.

Today when i woke up, i smelled fried chicken lollipop
I stopped myself from getting up coz i was too lazy to do that.
Instead, I opened my laptop and looked at my bag unpacked
I shaked the idea of packing up, yeah right,too lazy to do that.

I looked at the screen, i saw our faces goofing
Nothing can stop me, i just stared and stared.
Someone asked me "who is that girl?"
I shrugged and said, "she is just a girl".

I was surprised by the way i answered and found myself searching
Not for the right response for the question but for the truth about how i feel
That girl isn't just a girl if she stays there on my screen
So I gave myself a minute to think for honest answers.

I kept on staring and that minute felt like hell.
Memories went on pouring like rain and filled the blanks in the air.
I faced the one who asked me, I sighed, and told her sadly,
"She's the girl i wish who was here."

Never did i expect i would love a
thing i never wanted
Amusing how things turned out, they
happened, it's unexpected
Now i'm drowning baby, i'm drowning
and i need to breathe
Give me some air, kiss me, i want to
regain my consciousness.

Never did i think someone like you
would exist
Not for the world but for someone
like me who is full of mistakes
I've been wondering why life gives
me something i don't deserve
Or maybe i do, i just don't know how
to take notice.

Never did i tell myself to love
someone as deeply as this
Love isn't my thing but now i'm
doing what it is asking
Can't make sense of everything, baby,
can you tell me what is happening?
Because all i know is i'm doing
poetry and it's something that i need to
beware.

I'm here in between of fear and despair.
Trying to look back in hope to prosper.
But things keep chasing like wind in cold air,
Baby, i don't want to be unfair.

I'm trying to go beyond what eyes cannot see,
And reaching the farthest line in my fastest way.
I'm catching my breath, i'm losing my pace.
Baby, tell me, how strong can I get?

My heart is beating, telling me to keep going.
My knees are getting frail but i won't kneel in pain.
I have to raise my head up and look at what's coming.
Baby, tell me you'll be waiting no matter how long i'll get there.

Those eyes, when you look at me,
Are the prettiest things you could ever lend me.
They pierce down my soul, touch my deepest emotion,
They just simply take my breath away.

Those lips when you speak my name,
Are the loveliest things, no one could imagine.
The way they curve, the way they move,
I just simply can't take my eyes off.

That skin that embrace your soul,
It looks fragile, it's adorable.
Oh the luminosity, it's dazzling me.
Baby, i just cannot go astray.

I want to be a painter to put these things in detail.
But i am nothing, just trying to scramble some words here.
I cannot blame you, it's just it keeps going.
So now baby, tell me, how can i stop myself from chasing that dream?

I couldn't be more sorry for all the things i said,
I pushed you away, made you feel that way, baby i'm scared.
I couldn't blame myself more for all the things i have done,
I left things undone, it wasn't fun, baby i should have stuck to the plan.
I couldn't be more moved by the things you are going through,
Looking at your eyes, trying to get inside your mind, baby hold my hand, let's walk side by side.
I couldn't be luckier for still having you,
Despite of all the things on your way, the people who make it not easy, baby you haven't forgotten me.
I couldn't be happier for everyday that has passed,
We fought, we made love, we cried, we laughed, baby for as long as there is you-and-me, everything will be okay.

You are the reason why i am living
Everytime it hurts i feel the pain
I may act selfish, childish, and pour all the anguish
But baby you are still the reason why i am living.

You are the reason why i am breathing
Though you take away the air that makes the room suffocating
I may shout for fear, despair, even we say you are unfair.
Baby, you are still the reason why i am breathing.

You are the reason why i am loving,
You are the reason of everything i am feeling
I don't know... but it feels real, i am just here.
So, Baby just let love make us both have each other.