P-Pressure
A-Accompanied(with)
I-Irritation(and)
N-Neglect
we all feel pain , the feeling of compression of ache
the feeling of crawling to your own world where only you
understands.
Tears is all you see at that moment.

i always thought i could be that girl
i always thought i could be that size
i always thought i could fits those shoes
i always thought i could be wanted
i always thought i could love
at least they were thoughts,thoughts that no one can hear
safe from judement.

NUMB.....
A feeling of not feeling
Not knowing what to think
Not knowing what to feel
Not knowing what to know
The unknown way of closure
A way to get out of the world
A little shell of your own
Away from pain.......
The way to say I give up
NUMB....
N-NEVER
U-UNDERSTOOD
M-MY
B-BURDEN.

i told you i would let you go someday
honestly it was the hardest thing i had ever done
but it was worth it. For me,for my heart.
You hurt me so bad you killed my trust,you changed me.
I knew i could be strong enough to let you go.
I knew it and i did it.
i cant explain how proud i am.
Because im the only one who knows how much you hurt me.
But here i am now healing from all your hurt you gave me.
I may have cried for you in the past but one thing is for sure more tears lead to more opportunities.