My life isn't perfect either.
The one person that makes me happy,
I can't have it without completely destroying her.

Life isn't fair sometime.
I had to get over it.

consider myself as a tree
i'm going to grow my bud high
tanning in your Sun ray
when the night comes
I'll be missing you

it’s so simple
I just have to cry. for a while.


I know heaven is the only perfect place for you to rest now
and met up again with your beloved one
my Granny
hope God do take care of you two in his place.

I do missing the smell of your black coffee
mix with your high nic ciggar
I do missing your deep voice calling out my name
the way you talk
the way you see the world and just try to fix it a little.

you have an awesome kids
my father just as tough as you
and hope that also running in my blood
Sorry gramps I always being a little late in everything
if only I could have a chance to spend another day with you
even just for an hour I’ll be sitted next to you just to watch
and listen carefully to the story of your life.

and I do hate the part of being grow up
I dont have any spare time to spend with my old man
with you gramps
Now I have come to understand
the way it is, the way of life.

you’ve got this look I can’t describe
without a doubt you’re on my side
and it always gonna be my biggest mistake
not being there to give my last honor to you Gramps..

in your honor

but we’re only human.

when it comes into something you’re truly passionate
it’s even easier to make a snap judgement.

if it were me however
I would have never made it this far
I never bothered going in for a closer inspection.

That’s right, in my own flawed and jaded ” been there, done that” mindset
As it turns out, very.

I’ll be the first to admit that
while I consider myself to have a rather smiley pallet
open mindedness can occasionally be on short reverse.

Fortunately fate would give me another chance to get up close this faith
and after the recommendation from a friend I did a little web minning.

The more I discovered about the faith the further my foot traveled into my mouth.

When I finally finished off my last slice of humble pancake
I realized that the only acceptable way to right my wrong
would be head to the place were its all start.

When I first saw the faith
it was still shocking, how shinny it was
and still.

Even with my ‘vast knowledge’ of all things people I thought it was surely a cover.

But that’s just another item we can add to the “thing I was wrong about” list.

The advantages of this process compared to conventional talking are vast
primarily the ability to talking virtually anything.

but as easy as it is to get carried away by the impressive exterior of fake smile
there’s more to it.

if you’ll pardon my ridiculous pun
but it has been given a kick in the pants.

Speaking of driving hard, that’s exactly what the ‘cranky’ guy doing with his car
everyday since he just 9 years old.

There’s nothing I like more than a car
ok, I also put on cakes and cat into the list.

But what’s the point. that was me
not you or anybody else.

I must say it’s been a while since I misjudged people so badly
but certainly there is a lesson to be learned, no?

What I thought to be a run-for-the-cover behavior is really anything
but and my first impression has now been well and truly erased.

it’s not some untalkable harebrained concept and its not sitting around in a warehouse collecting dust. it’s doing exactly what a guy should be - it’s being driven its way.