In a world where time didn't exist,
Your funeral took place,
You looked so innocent and pure,
You didn't look miserable anymore,
The atmosphere was weeping your name,
That moment something in me snapped,
In a world where time didn't exist,
I begged for you to come back,
Flowers grew over your grave,
The memory of you lingered,
You completely lost your mind,
You looked everywhere for it and no one was kind,
In a world where time didn't exist,
All I wanted was more time.

Your essence hit me harder than an ocean wave hit the shore line,
My aching soul is manifesting a storm,
The tides are washing up the land,
The ground is screaming your name,
The stars are melting in your hands,
You are the moon,
You are the air that I breathe,
You are my solar plexus.

This pain sinks into my skin,
I'm swimming in a lagoon full of memories of you,
My chest craves a heart beat to intertwine with my own,
I'm so alone,
In this freezing temperature,
All I can think about is your soft touch on my skin,
I'm missing you as much as my veins miss the blade.

I want to create something beautiful and pure within the darkness that lingers in your eyes,
I want to be the sigh of relief when you don’t wake up in the middle of the night in fear,
I want to be the space in between your fingers when you feel lonely,
I want to be your spine so I can always hold you together even when you feel like you’re falling apart.