they say poetry is to display your emotion
but i have nothing to express

I'm so scared when I'm alone
why cant you see that i cant cope

I had thought you were different
but i guess I've been wrong before

im tired of living in the name of others
if i cannot live for myself then i dont want to live at all

I'm terrified of sleeping alone
so please i beg you dont go

In truth what's wrong with me is that
I want to be loved
I selfishly crave to be adored by someone above everyone else
I want to know what its like to be important to someone
I want someone to write poetry for me or to think of me at random times when im not there or just to do something small to show me they care
All ive ever wanted was someone who genuinely cared I dont want to be a friend for when its convenient or just for a laugh in school
It took me a long time to realise it but even the most cynical nihilistic people wish to be loved

you were never supposed to last
but you're absence leaves me feeling
an emptiness I've never known.