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Adlin Qashrina Aug 2016
i love rain, the fresh smell of rain is calming, the drops of rain give beats and play melodies.
but i'm afraid of thunders. it gives me rush. it is one of my phobia and it strike every inch of me.
i love stars, it's tiny and bright. make me ponder, if you're golden, even when other things are bigger, you still shine.
but darkness is a weakness. i cant see through the dark. it scares me that i'm afraid i have a false instinct and i couldnt find the light.
and with these I realised, there's an ugly of beauty and vice versa. it's upon how we look on something. find the gold and accept the coal
Adlin Qashrina Nov 2014
do you still remember
our good times together
the laughter that we share
and show how we care

now i'm all alone
watching you from far
try to reach your shadow
but it fades away

just like our love
just like our love

it fades away
just like our love

before,
we always talked about dreams
you said
you want to hold me till i reach the star
you told me
you won't let go of my hand
but then you left me
like i'm nothing

now i'm all alone
watching you from far
try to reach your shadow
but it fades away

just like our love
just like our love
Adlin Qashrina May 2014
I'm always okay
with the way you treat me
because i know
you're a good girl
but life hits you hard
you can't trust anybody.

I'm always okay
with your harsh words
because i know
you didn't mean it
but your unstable emotions
makes you *****
every negative thoughts
that diffuse
into your mind.

I'm always okay
till you left me alone
without good reasons
why?

I'm not me anymore.
Adlin Qashrina
May, 4th 2014
Adlin Qashrina Dec 2013
Do you ever feel insecure
Till your heart can't be cured.
The feeling that makes you
feel bad about yourself.
The fatal flaws that makes you
drown in your insecurities.
When you're looking at the mirror
and you find yourself are not beautiful.
When you take a group photo
and you see you're the ugliest.
When you scroll out beautiful girls pictures
and they **** your vibes.
And you have a low self esteem
because of your imperfection.
I feel this
I lost in my thoughts
because of my fatal flaws
and this insecurities **** me
tore me to pieces.
Adlin Qashrina Dec 2013
I'm awake
while you're sleeping
text was sent
but there's no reply,
separated by miles
and time,
the pain of missing
is worse than
the pain of losing.
The feeling of
having you in my heart
but not in my arms
I'm lying on the couch
hearing the raindrops falling
and my hands on my chest praying,
Honey
we gonna make this
till the very end.
Adlin Qashrina Dec 2013
I lay down
on the grass
and look up
to the sky,
I have
cloud of thoughts
playing on my mind
but
none of them
can be describe
hows and whys,
and I fall asleep--
drowning in
my confusion
whenever I try.

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