Adeline Dean

Adeline Dean Jun 2013

Lies cling to your lips,
Like tar to a heavy smokers' lungs.

Your words have the same effect as nicotine,
You can't stop, can you?

What's that sound?
Oh there you go,
Coughing, spluttering, choking.

What? Cat got your throat?
Or is it that web of lies you call an alibi that you're trying to feed me ?

Your neck bleeds with the self inflicted scratches from your fingernails,
Your eyes begin to bulge, like they're going to pop from their sockets.

Is it hard to breath with the fire you've created?
Do those smoke plumes heave as you exhale through those lungs?

You're on your knees know,
What do you see?

Do you see the pain you've caused?
Or shall I push you down a little further?

I hope you choke on that alibi,
Goodbye,

Rest in piece,
I know I will,
Liar Liar

Adeline Dean Jun 2013

Bittersweet Life

Black shadow of the past,

Clings onto you,

Claws around your wrist,

Like handcuffs,

Past filled,

With bittersweet memories,

The pleasant memories sometimes,

Cause pain,

A reminder of what's lost,

Those memories are enlightening,

Or too painful,

All thats left to do,

Is start anew,

With more memories,

To add onto your lap,

Keep stepping forward,

Embracing the future,

Which hold much more,

The bewildering puzzle of life,

Clears up at the right moment,

Presenting your purpose,

And your worth to this world.

Adeline Dean Jun 2013

Tree

^
You
Were the
Lightening
And I was the
Tree, and your words
Were the fire that burned
The best parts of
Me.

Adeline Dean Jun 2013

Sticks and Stones

Sticks and Stones may Break my bones..

But I'll tell you this.

I'm sweet as sugar

hard as Ice

Hurt me once

I'll **** you twice.

Roses are Red

Violets are Blue...

I watched as you bled

Your the one who broke my hear in two.

One,Two... Shame on you

Three,Four... I locked that door

Five,Six... You hit the bricks

Seven,Eight... You can't run out that gate

Nine,Ten... You're dead again.

Ring around your neck

a pocket full of knifes

Ashes.... Ashes...

We all burn now.

Adeline Dean Jun 2013

Unstoppable

I've been on the ground

Waiting for someone to take me in

And set me free

But I know now no one will

The emptiness in my heart

Only I can fill

So I'm standing up

Never going to give in

Not going to let them take me over

Not going to let them take me down and win

It hurts to climb

Gripping on the sides

Of my deepest fears

Brushing away

My most painful tears

The hardest is over

And I'll never give up again

Things are different now

Than they were then

Getting so much stronger

Not letting them in my mind

Not another second longer

Its a miracle

I'm finally going to rise

Nothing can take me

In more surprise

I'm catching fire

Flying faster now

Why didn't I see how

To stop the pain?

Now I'm becoming

Unbelieveable

Impossible

Forever

Unstoppable.

Adeline Dean Jun 2013

I am I , and You are You

Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
I am I, and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other that we still are.
Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way you always used.
Put no differnce into your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we had together.
Play, smile, think of me.
Pray for me.
Let my name be the household name it always was.
Let it be spoken without the shadow of a ghost in it.
Life means all it ever meant.
It is the same as it ever was.
What is death is but a negliable accident.
Why should I be out of your mind because I am out of your sight.
All is well, nothing is lost.
One brief moment and it will all be as it was before.

R.I.P Daniel,
I miss you man
16/6/2010

Adeline Dean Jun 2013

Suffer

I will do anything for you,

I would walk the earth,
I would try and kiss the stars,
I would try and give you the galaxy,
If I knew it would make you smile again.

I would turn your tears into gold,
I would be your shoulder to cry on,
I would be your light,
Because I know you're scared of dark,
If I knew it would make you smile again.

I would give up everything I stood for,
I would sacrifice my life for yours,
I would give my soul to the Devil himself,
And burn in hell for all enterinty.
If I knew if would make you smile again.

Because they say that the Saddest people are the Kindest,
Because they don't wish to see anyone else suffer the way they did.