We are friends,
but not just friends, but friends with a past of dating...
To be honest, I want you back. I know I messed things up between us
, and I still love you.
I will fix myself for the better for you because I feel like our story wasn't over just yet.
I feel like the love we had for each other was inseparable. I loved our late-night talks and how you talked to me and my friends. So with that, please think about getting back together. Ii know you feel like it's hard to trust in long-distance relationships, but you can trust me because I am the most loyal and caring person you'll meet

You're my school friend, but so much to me and perhaps to you
What if I put my hand in yours?
What if I kissed you softly
What if I ran my fingers through your short blond hair?
What if you looked at me in the same way?
What if we were meant for each other
What if I told you how I feel
what if

You're my friend, but what you don't know is that I like you more than a friend.
The way we talk is amazing, the way your short blond hair looks in the sunlight.
  The way you make me smile and the way we talk when we have a chance to,

I don't know if you feel the same way I do, but I hope and pray that you do. Please feel the same way I feel for you, Z❤

I may have just started going to this school, but I've met one of my closest guy friends ever.
He is a grade below me, but whenever we get the chance to hang out and talk, it's the best part of my day.
We were just hanging out on the football field and decided to sit and talk under the bleachers. It was so fun.
Even tho some kids don't know how to mind their business because it was almost time to go inside, and we got up out of under the bleachers, and a group of kids said Ohh, what were you guys doing under there? " and I said talking.
  Thank you so much, Carter, for being one of my closest friends at this school. You're worth a million, and the best person ever...

Why can't I have that high school love?
love seen in the movies,
I want someone to love with my whole heart, the type of love that is so sincere and so sweet and caring,
the person who'll be there for me through thick and thin and be my biggest supporter.
I want to be loved like no other, to be someone's crush and not just crushing on someone...

The day you left this world was one of the worst days of my life, hearing the words the doctor and nurse said while we were sitting in that waiting room, waiting and waiting to hopefully hear the words that you were ok. Still, instead, we heard the words that we never wanted to hear the words that broke me. The words were "we are so sorry, but we tried everything.  Then we knew that you were gone forever, when just a few hours before, we were all laughing, smiling, and happy, then we were all crying, asking why, why him? He was our everything, our best friend, my non-biological brother. I've never forgotten that night, the night when everything changed so fast. The gunshots that rang so loud through the street, the way the streetlight lit up, you lying on the cold ground with tears in your eyes, and while I'm crying, holding you in my lap, begging you to stay with me, and how I can't lose you.   I wish you were still alive. How I wish we had 5 more minutes. I want to tell you everything that's going on in my life, but heaven needed you more than we needed you. I know that you're watching over me, smiling, knowing that I'm doing well, at least I know you're up in heaven with god and the angels.

Thank you for everything
Thank you for every laugh, late-night talk, and every smile you laid on my face without even trying.
Thank you for making me feel like the happiest person on earth in a time in my life when nothing made sense.
Thank you for showing me what love could be, and that I was deserving of love.
Thank you for loving me every single day and for letting me love you with all I had.
Thank you for being the person I so much needed by my side.
It hurts me every day knowing that I still love you and never stopped loving you, and even though you're in jail, I'll never stop waiting for you and for us to get back together. So with that, I'll wait 3 years for you to get out, and then we can maybe try our relationship again