If You are the sun
Then I am your moon
We can only rise
When the other falls
We can never touch
And we never will

When we hugged
I never asked you
To check my back
For stab wounds
But I'm thankful
That you did
And now you've gone
And left me with
The same scars

I had a dream last night
And I still don't know how to feel
About what I saw

It was you and I
We walked for hours
Through some random park
Put I didn't care where I was
I was with you

I decided to grab your hand
And you returned the gesture
And we stood there
In silence

I said something stupid
And it made you laugh
Somehow your eyes still lit up
In the darkness
And then I kissed you
I felt the warmth of your skin
On my lips
As I kissed your hand
And then your neck
But I could not put my lips
Against yours

That was when I discovered
It was all just a dream
Because I awoke in my bed
And you were still sleeping in yours

I dive into oblivion
And I don't know what I will find
The silence takes over immediately
I feel it creeping up into my core
I can feel myself being squeezed
I can't breathe and I fallout


And this is how it feels being in a one sided relationship

I never
Want to see
You try to
Become something
Other than
What you were
On the day we met
Because
If you change
Then will we
Ever be
Like we were
Before you started
Becoming something
You never wanted to be

I want to be in a place
Where I don't have to worry
About what will happen next
Because when I'm with you
The future can come soon enough