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Adam L Alexander Aug 2010
Have you ever started walking-
Somewhere…
Without truly giving it consideration-
Just headed there.
As you are strolling along-
Your strides begin to suffer
the fatigue of your toes.
Your shins burn-
Your calves ache-
And the frost has chilled
Your nose.
The discomfort wins
And as you spin
To head back where you stay,
You realize that the spot you stand
Marks exactly half the way.
And yet for reasons still unknown
Its easier to head back home
Down the twisty, dusty, dark
and same old lonely road.
Traveling the same distance
As if your trip
had not been thwarted.
All that pain and turmoil
Gets you right back
Where you started.
Adam L Alexander Aug 2010
I cannot sleep.

Sitting, standing

Pacing.

I worry.

WHERE!



Suppressed rage.

Garnished gallantry

Pulling at my reins.

Defined by

A single action

Not taken
Adam L Alexander Aug 2010
“I better not tell him
what I heard today.”
“It is almost too much,
to bear the toll.”
“The news is just plain
****** up.”
“I’m almost afraid
to whisper it to you.”
“What if he can over hear…
he’d be mad at me too.”

“OK no need to ****,
I’ll tell you, lean in close.”
“I heard his girl-
does not love him…”
“She’s still in love
with a ghost.”
Adam L Alexander Aug 2010
You see that guy up there
Precariously positioned on the edge
Of that transition
Between solid ground and
Empty space.
Balancing so high in the air
He should show some more care
In the placement of his toes.
Who knows when an
Unexpected gust might arise
And surprise that poor gentleman,
Who ominously stands at the
Transition to his demise
Longing to take just one step
And travel further than
Any man has ever traveled-
In just one step.
The mile to the concrete
And a hundred more to hell
No one remembers how long
He stood there-
Only that he fell
Adam L Alexander Aug 2010
Can't you see I'm Crying?
Not the liquid kind of tears
But on the inside.
More powerful
painful-
Than expression allows.
I am trying
Against all I was taught
From my first day as a man
"Do not cry"
A scraped knee.
"Do not cry"
What if they laugh at me?
"Do not cry"
I learned so well
I taught my physiological shell
"Do not cry"
And now I sit
Struggling against myself
Aching to spill
This one tiny drop of pain
Before it shatters my soul.
And yet you-
Prodding fool
Foolishly ****.
Can't you see I'm Crying?
Adam L Alexander Aug 2010
Here I go again
Dating the Wind
When It blows west
Times are the best
but when It blows East
Unleashed is the beast
Sovereignty in me
Subdued to the least
by Miscomprehension
and Bipolarist addiction
I’m left with my love
More a state of affliction
Adam L Alexander Aug 2010
Don't cry little lad till the whip breaks
Hold your tears to your face
Inside your brain
A spirit slain and broken
Like your skin.
Silent screams unspoken
Weeping blood tears
Nothing left to fear though
The pain may seem extreme
The lesson is the thing
Let the rain stain
Your mad-hatter’s hat
At every sting n ache

You’ll be laughing back
Don’t lose to the darkness
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