Even though, when the heaven split .
i will bear it upon my crest.
when the oceans overflown ;
i will swill them .
when the earth immobilize still .
i will roll it upon my finger tips.
such a challenge the dripping from thy holy lips.
that lets my orbs flow an ocean of blood.
that drown Noah ancient lost land .
but that cant find path down thy heart.
i cant only count days of agony of hurt .
days of actroce tearing and sad despair .
the idleness that is dragging me for fear of no repair.
the adventure that is hooking me for far recess.
are nothing but the mourning to thy soul no access .
if i can only see the paradise of thy eyes.
if the sentence total is my life without thee.
my deafening screams of rage .
will break all the tympanal of heaven and earth .
and the world will fray to death.
sublime creature ,flame of hell.
celestial and paradisiacal homage is you.
what a remorse !cause my weakness deep as bayou.
and the disdain of my cabal cause me to yell.
oh,for much sol to burn.
to sere my ocean of tears
if only you can now turn .
and move with me on this fume stairs .
and fly and shine like arcturus.

Sometimes you feel as no living in your real life .
that is true you have this sensation, like the other side.
you know the throng always want you to use the same knife.
no chance for you as you decide your own ride .
but down here sometimes alone, we feel that illusion.
that is why im saying this my prayer for my next vision.
cause i want send out my life anything i see ill thing.
oh,God this is my prayer for my next being .
remember God you take good note and keep right.
then im begging for all fulfillment so that my next life could be upright.
dear God i long time missed my path maybe engaged in bad way.
even though im fighting for my best story up anyway.
that makes me perhaps being for the world its bad seed.
as i have to encounter without any analyze all thing i see.

i remembered in my youngest ,girls invited me to step in real life .
cause i always see anything down here as real bluff.
so i decide to keep my life always straight up .
cause i wanna find out what God put down my deep.
so one day small boy i decide my own creed.
how can i now hold up my life as i drink not the cup.
since my juvenile was filled up with what we call the world shame.
cause i receive trouble so much in my home .
so i went to avoid trouble as i went out.
yet i faced the word criticism and hatred.
henceforth no day passes without blaming and watered .
so i dont want you suffer in your life because me .
though you never seen my past life that makes blame me.
i want to make our life as describe by the all mighty .
nobody lives of love, so i will wait the best time for our unity.

much has gone, but im feeling this word so far.
but you keep me in your mind as the most horrible mortar.
so im sure no chance for me to get my heart touch your life.
as im succeeding my life that is maybe conceived in so much rife.
God this is my prayer for my next life .
prayer, you keep for me anything at right side .
i want to life simple my life have family and contend what i have.
i want to please world draw myself good so to say have a good behave.
i want to have a girl and kids which run to me and and call me father.
have good time ,play always and have same vision altogether.
heaven this is my prayer what i need now maybe.
though world is illusion, i just want what i should be .
so dear God please dont judge me if my mind isnt in purity .
cause i believe you and accept without any heart pain feeling my destiny.


this is the prayer not the one we say in church.
deep from our mind that remembers our missed research.
the prayer we say when we out from the world.
deeply in our mind and without a word .

Will you be there ?
will you be there when wind blow chiller .
when dread meddled down my narrow duller.
can my heart believe an answer when i yell from hell.
can i trust it anew even the sorrow and howl yells infamy.
tell me what to trust between your soul and your face of lily.
cause i love thee,fire love ,love of valiant cavalier from war.
i fight no for empire or fortune but a heart dreaming so afar.
i dream i cant be without thee when our mud go to soil .
as lonely man in universe ,the supremest of the sol at toil.
what life is for me, if i cant only be such an empty hulk.
no take it from me, yet, ist holy eternal azure i deem lurk.
with thy heart we should renew our past dear lust.
for thee my heart music deserves for, and my only must.
hate me earth and take evil form me; i run my soul in bloom.
my heart delight for love i have by, without thy dread boom.
come my honey no fear ,things are real elsewhere a real boon.
place of light ,eternal gee, let go no evil come amiss this nook.

Lets feel it once more .
even there is hope no more .
lets feel love as two sweethearts ,
meeting upon the hit of avalanche and hurt.
when our past and future were washed away .
when our life become dread and our life sway.
lets forget about that tragedy .
the sinister reminisce of our future misery .
when our hope and everything is now gone .
when we meet with nothing but alone .
when our dream is now nightmare .
now the sea carried our hope in murmur .
lonely rock in lonely place tossed about by the sea.
as drowned heart in deep sea where no one can see.
as lonely knight walking along sere leaves path.
with no one to tell the content of his mouth.
his people were all gone; to rise no more.
the enemy washed his empire; with desolation furthermore.
none is there to witness again our love our care.
cause the sea was the disastrous care.
there is no face you can see.
there is no voice or laugh you can hear.
you only ask the sea .
she only gets the answer.
she knows more better.
but i know she will nothing .
but i can one thing .
lets start it again even our hope was flashed away.
even our heart bleed sorrow and lay astray.
be sure of one thing: we will make it again more better.
my care for you will be forever.
even the dread avalanche was to carry it once again away.
lets start it again in this new way .
tomorrow is uncertain cause the tossing is along.
and there is nothing about the place we belong .
but lets feel love, even we know that our memory upon is dull.
take my hand and move to the world again even its lull.
our town is washed away lets build it again.
so lets be in your heart a good bargain.

Those whose days were an ocean of tear.
know that nothing passes the very important life .
that God grants to you for free.
see that their nothing you can do .
without faith and acceptance of your situation .
i know that you have more than enough .
to say and you fingers are full of competence and skill .
your cast of mind can change the vision of this world .

and your courage set can save persepolis .
from the down fall of its glory .
i know you can
you are one whose days were the glory
of narrow jell cells .
and when you laugh nobody knows it
as your crying is merely your lifetime activity.
know that from today.
this living of yours will change.

this is the prayer of new men.
do God protects our enemy's life.
cause they are victim of their own ignorance .
let them live and bless them so .
anytime you have your favor ,
upon the human kind.
by the time they will realize that .
they are not the fame of bad doing .
but the children of the world .

and there is nothing we can do .
than join our hands and start .
new life of good meaning .
we shall not be enemy .
because nowhere in the universe ,
another thing was created .
we have to protect the first .
the day you will see me very in face.
and realize that im man like you .
the day you will welcome me .
the day you will shake my hand ,
regardless we will be man .

realize that tomorrow you will breath free .
and say the real content of your heart.
your soul will no longer suffer under pain,
of hatred and malnutrition from then.
tomorrow you will sing your glory .
long not the deep of your problem.
you shall be the sun of the new world.