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Oct 2014 · 257
Recovery
The Unknown Oct 2014
Then I saw myself down the universe,
wondering if I'm something special;
beneath this roads through my thoughts,
I was lost in track with wonders.

Dearly dear, how could I ever reach the top,
Up in the hill with this swollen feet.
Then I took a few steps,
as my grief shout in silence;

there was a lump in my throat,
it made me harder to breath.

As the wind grew stronger,
the wind almost blew me away.
Little one, how strong is your faith?

I let down the weight in my back,
as these swollen feet began to bleed,
O! how I am used to things yet its
hard to let go.

The fog came down and then
I can see no more;
so I held into the ground
as my hands started to wound
as i felt the torn's from the plant.

Hereby, as I shouted at the top of my lungs
wishing the universe would hear my word,
what have I ever done to deserve this.

Yet I stumble in fear ,
while my agony is in silence;
it was night, until I could see the stars
I'll climb over the hill before the sunrise
will come.

I was almost there, yet I shivered in chill;
I gasped for some air to breath,
as I slowly felt weak.

My wounds were healed,
my hand and feet no longer bleed,
but the scars wont fade.

I stood still, as I smell a lavender at
the waves of the wind.

My feet was apart, and I was standing straight.
It was sunrise, and I was at the top of the hill,
it felt infinite as my agony flew away,
and my faith stand still at the very
top of the end.
Aug 2014 · 366
Disease
The Unknown Aug 2014
Even the Constant typhoon
Couldn't fill the emptiness
that I feel

Even the storm
Can never be greater than
My tears

Even the waves in
the ocean couldn't
compete with my
anxiety

Even the darkness I feel
couldn't be any darker
than those who close their eyes

And even if the world changed
I will stay as miserable.

Not unless I could fine the key
to cure my disease.
{7/16/2014}
{8:16AM}
Aug 2014 · 1.7k
Wilderness
The Unknown Aug 2014
How can I be better,
when i fall from the sky everynight.

How can I fly,
if this anchor keeps on dragging me
down into the sea.

How can I be strong
when my bones look firm and crystal,
nothing but only made of glass.

How can I deeply know
myself;

Why can't I be like
everybody else;

I was so so lost, so lost
that in a wilderness;
I had to lose myself.
{6/7/2014}
Aug 2014 · 286
Transparent
The Unknown Aug 2014
I've hated myself for so long
how much guilt do I have to keep,
for I am to burst into ashes;
and come into nothing.

Like the world was built to end
and shadows will collide with darkness.

And maybe then,
if and when you'll come look for me,
it will be already too late.
{6/7/2014}
Aug 2014 · 263
Shut the Door
The Unknown Aug 2014
I thought i could
manipulate the pain

I thought people
will love me more

I thought I can;
be happy

I thought I
could do it so well

but as I go home
and shut the door

I thought I could
handle pain

the pressure inside me
is rushing through my veins

I'd always thought myself
that I'm happy

I thought I could
manipulate it

but it manipulate me.
{June,2014}

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