has it been so long
my love
since we last said
good
bye
has it been so long
my love
since I felt your caress
down my
thigh
has it been so long my love
since I felt

                          since I could feel

but if I would feel

I would want to feel all of you again
the happiness-
bubbling bursts of giddy euphoria
the peace-
the tranquility of your love
the anger-
bitter bubbling red love
bitter angry red love
rage on and on
the sadness,
bitter bubbling blue love
tears and tears
sighs and hopes and dreams of a love so far gone.

I think of our good times
and our bad times
and the happy times
and the angry times
and the peace
and the rage
and the familiarity
and the uneasiness
and perhaps
perhaps
and perhaps I do not miss you at all.