I never planned this.
I was going through lifes cycles blindly.
Always looking for the next party, the next smoke session. It was always something.
Living in the moment with zero worries.
You see, life has an odd way of going about things. We never fully know whats in store for us. As for me? I never expected to be a mother at 20 years old.
Like I said I never planned this.
I knew the things I did in my past were wrong, that I was headed down a path of destruction and loss. But never did I imagine being a mother to a beautiful baby boy. I accepted what god gave me, and I got my **** together quickly for our future.
I decided then and there that I wanted to be someone my son would look up to.
I wanted to be the best mom I could possibly be. Nothing has ever made me happier in life than Motherhood.
It's sculpted me into a strong, independent, loving, kind hearted being.
I do hope my son will be proud of me once he is old enough to realize all I've sacrificed for his well being.