In diet culture they say nothing tastes as good as skinny feels 
I call BS
Skinny feels like sitting in room in july in layers and having the heat on 
But still being cold 
Feels like not showering for weeks because you can’t look at your body
Or showering everyday to shove these 2 finger down your throat 
Till your stomach is empty 
It is crying on christmas because your eat with your family 
As you are eating the only thing you are thinking about is 
How you could give the food to the dogs without anyone knowing 
Skinny feels like trying to sleep but you can’t because
You hear your stomach at every turn and feel your bones on the mattress 
It takes over 15 painkillers to still have a headache but without them it hurts more. 
Skinny is like driving and you get kicked out of the drives sit
Now in the passenger sit going over 100 mile per hour off a bridge with no way out
Cause even if you step out of the car you fall over like every like every time you stand up 
It is always having dry lips and skin no matter what you do
It is living off of gum and air
 Not drinking water because of bloating
It losing yourself and everyone around you
You have pushed everyone who noticed away and lied to everyone else
It's your hair falling out in clumps
It’s crying at friends birthday because you had a piece of cake
You had the smallest piece of cake there but still cried 
It is not brushing your teeth because you don’t know the calories in toothpaste
It’s not taking your medicine cause when you stopped you lost weight
But when we take skinny to far again it to get the high of driving the car before we get 
 kick out of the drivers sit
Everything tastes better than skinny feels