I almost drove to California today
I like to pretend that love is the key
I miss the ocean
I wish I was dead more often than not
I haven’t eaten in two days
I miss you more than ill ever admit
Im begging to get over you
Though im begging to lie next to you
I cant remember the last time we kissed
I want the waves to wash you away
Wipe my brain of the lessons you taught me
About how to love
And how to let go