This What I Feel like
See I got this thing right..
Hold up, wait, let me think right
See I got this thing right
Where at times it seems like
Everything I do is wrong I cant even blink right
In such deep water I cant even see light
But I still fight, but **** I feel like
Ima be right back in the same **** boat if I chill right
Sinking again in the same **** water so Im still like
The only relaxing Im doing now is when a kneel like
Lord help me through these times, help me feel right
Cuz lord see what Im trying to do is take flight
So wait let me take a deep breathe ima breath right
Get my thoughts together and continue to write
Lol or should I say type
Cuz it seems like
It helps calm the stress in my **** life
So yea heres the deal right
Its hard when I wanna be on the other side and the doors are locked tight
Got all the keys I need, but cant find the right type
And I know when I get through that door the light is so bright
But how long will it take to get through it my entire life?
Sometimes I feel like its pointless, like Im started to lose sight
Its like the wind is blowing, but im flying a steel kite
Im going no where, like Im pedaling one of those gym bikes
I know yall know how I feel right
Oh I know what, ima go get a deal right
Get a record label and go make a mill..sike!
Reality sets in and Im like **** but this is real life
Not some mtv show, all the stars in the lime light
But I am bright, my head is on right
So u know what ima take that next flight
The one flying through success, and landing at happy life
So the next time I sit down to think, to write or type
Ima be off that **** stationary bike
And soaring to the sky, on my fly *** kite

Sometimes silence is the loudest noise For when I close my eyes sad things creep inside got me thinking bout my teenage Life Call me what u like an ignorant infidel time to tell the real truth yous speak about me but do you know what you do Living life a lie tears hidden behind your eyes I see straight threw you and what you claim to be only portray you more of a Fake to me Spittin nothing but the Truth Silence is the loudest noise. Like a drop of a dime in an echo room. Silence the deep quietness of reality when words are not heard due to their unorderly formality This life will speed by I remember getting high was who could swing the fastest Good ole days when Tears fell from my cheeks bcuz Best friends told jokes that were just 2 funny. Sometimes silence is the loudest noise

I don't feel like writing but Ima write anyway so this stuff on the paper is really what I gottah say . Livin life anyway can't Portray who I'm not So Set your clocks Cuz I'm not gone stop Don't wanna hear tick-tock Looking at the block seeing nothing but the drug dealers make there stops sad to say I don't feel like writing  but ima write anyway LOoking at my face bet you can't see nothing but a smile n dimples on my cheek When really inside I feel so weak cuz something inside Something so deep needs to be released but I can't speak and so I write it on paper read it how you want and check ya thoughts later