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Aahana Sep 10
Once in a while
I sense this peace
Something i long for
Something I can't even think
I look forward to this feeling
Every now and then
But it comes too rarely
This feeling of surreality
When you see something so beautiful so loving
To make you forget all your worries
The ugly the cries
It's literally like a sunshine
I feel like I'm floating in white light
Cotton candy like clouds
Angels sipping wine
Everything feels so unreal
Am i high? I think
Out of all the feelings i could feel
Gratefulness wins this night
Despite all the mistakes i have made
I feel thankful for my life
The opportunity to feel what I feel
And acceptance in losing something
That never belonged to me
The music of life never stops
And I hope it lives on forever and forever
A record play of surreality.
Aahana Aug 20
I like to shut my feelings off
Disappear behind a curtain of toughness
A tough armour of which I wasn't build
But I'm just scared
Scared to feel the feelings the way I feel
I love feeling the feeling of love so deeply
But then I end up feeling pain deeply more than anyone is even capable of feeling.
Aahana Aug 20
You know maybe I'm being pathetic
Crying over a web series
Like I'm the one who's facing all this
But I'm gonna crash the **** out
If I see her refusing his love one more time
How could anyone ever abandon the kind of love he gives away
A light as bright as the sun
Making all the stars disappear at night
If only she saw how he has loved her since they were little
Whether it was a teddy bear or a unicorn
He has been always been through for her
But she just has to ruin herself with his **** *** brother
Who's nothing but a plot ruiner
Why couldnt she see that the love of her life was always standing infront of her
How could she give up a love that makes his chest physically hurt
Physically hurt to not being able to tell her that he loves her
It's that beach again
The one where it all started
Same people same conversations
Blaming, Crying, and Screaming
For once could you just look at him
Look at his deep blue eyes
The way you shine in them
Like the life of his life
You're the only one who makes him feel alive
Choose him, marry him
And maybe if I was in her place i would have already accepted him
But I can only cry because a love like that isnt something that's ever going to be mine
Not in this lifetime
But you have him, and he wants you
So for once could you just accept it
He's the one who gave you that necklace
Marking you and him as forever infinite.
And I hope that someone, one remotely close to him, or in some way, becomes mine too.
I can't belive I'm writing all this for a series, but it genuinely makes me feel alot of things, things that I have never felt before. So yeah.
Aahana Aug 5
Guess I wasn't hurt
When your hands cut through my skin
When i made the mistake of thinking of you as my healer
Every inch and every corner
Those hips you wish you rode
And those thighs you always adored
You bled me out
Wish it would've been just blood
My soul evaporated from my body
As the dense clouds of your ghosts appeared right in front of me
And when the shock became too unbearable
I fell down, pouring every part of you that was ever me.
Aahana Jul 19
I wish I could go back
Stop me from trying to fall for someone
Who'd ruin the means of survival in these lifeless never ending days
You pulled a trigger to my heart to make it all yours
****** all the love away
As you complained about the taste of my bitter heart
Every inch of my cell lingered with your name
All this for a man who wouldn't be touched by anyone without a 6 inch stick
And now I'm left lifeless
Breathless
Loveless.
Aahana Jul 19
Tears glisten into my eyes
Like a bookmark to the ghosts of my haunting past
The version I burned and buried
And left deep behind in the past
Treated my tears like ecstacy
Holding onto each drop
Till they turned holes into my throat
As they burn marks all over my face
The ashes gathered and breathed through the mist of my helplessness.
Aahana Jun 29
If it were up to me
I would've laid under the sky everyday
Counting the stars as they call upon your name
Maybe I'd become one too
Before you call upon my name.
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