You think that everyone has problems
Yes
We all do

It need not be family problems
It could be friendship problems
Schoolwork problems

Everyone goes through that face
It is depressing
But
we just have to embrace this storm and walk through it

You tell that to me
So i pretend that i have no problems to
I guess good thing is that you're not here
Yet

I've learnt my lesson
When you are too open to your friends
Especially those you are close to
One day you think they are here for you
You really never know when the next moment will come
When they start mocking at your back

They try to do it discreetly
But
I've been mocked at
enough times
To know from your expressions
Who you are talking about
What you are saying

I might not know exactly what
But i know that
You treat me as a good friend
IS DEFINITELY NOT TRUE

And i just have to say that's the cruel fact of life

Everyday
I try SO hard to
talk to you

People say you're very busy
People say you're studying
People say you're tired

Yes i accept all that

I use ellipsis
Maybe you will try to guess how i am feeling
but
I guess i am wrong

I tried an ENTIRE month
Messaged you
Tried to make you laugh
It continued
for
that moment

Then
it just Vanished
Simply vanished into the clear blue sky

I really just hope
One day
You
will take the initiative
to maybe, talk to me

Is that really too much to ask for?
After i have initiated the conversation for an entire month?

I really don't know
I really want to keep up this friendship
We won't be in the same class
And i have this feeling
This dangerous feeling

Feeling
that if i don't salvage this friendship
Now
then it will just die and rot like a log

Hearts
There are many.

There are those
That are soft
And fuzzy

There are those
That are hard
And cold

There are those
That are cracked
And broken

There are those
That are whole
And warm

There are those
That never
Skip a beat

There are those
That hold
A storm

Every heart,
Differently made

Some of them
Are made of ice,

Some of them
Are made of fire.

Some made up
Of all things nice

Others carved out of
Stone

Treasure your heart
It's more precious
Than gold

Cause sometimes
Some of us
Just have
None

"Mirrors never
Lie"

But

"Perception is
Reality"

And

"What you see in
Yourself
Is what
Matters"

Then where does
Perception
Stop

And

Hypocrisy
Kick
In?