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Nov 2011 · 755
escape
A Renee Nov 2011
jump the crowded lonely tracks
get rocked by gaping stares
sift through clouds of grey and black
and frozen breaths inside the square

sever ties and clutch the wound
eyes salt and flood the tide
blazing into subtle shores
as records skip behind

bury the secrets under totem poles
whisper names against the wind
melt the walls they've gotten old
the city's been worn thin
Jun 2011 · 717
slack
A Renee Jun 2011
another one down
roll me over, i'm slack
too gentle to question
the bruise on your back

golden silence
i've won this before
won't own up to the baggage
you dragged through my door

i've leveled, not quit
the red and black bleeds
no tears of nostalgia
crawl back on your knees
Jun 2011 · 653
un-welcomed blare
A Renee Jun 2011
burnt the isle in a pause
melt the sand in summer's jaws

the scathing run, un-welcomed blare
sinking hearts begin to tear

layered voices, searing eyes
a shattered broken record flies

turning wide straight through the fire
coming down right to the wire
the frigid wait and sterile hall
holding on before we fall
Jun 2011 · 723
numb divine
A Renee Jun 2011
plateaued at a brittle line
bittersweet and gentle wine
leveled into numb divine
derranged blanket of resign

hit the deck to give a rise
tragic traffic through reprise
the darkest piece within you dies
white innocence surrounds your eyes
Feb 2011 · 1.2k
blanket stare
A Renee Feb 2011
beg the sun to reclaim my mind
seen nothing but a steep decline
ease a little from the race
uncovering pale scars to trace

swooning over blackened clouds
no one pay attention now
starved enough to feed the flame
never lasts to see the rain

scuffing up the jaded ice
breaking into silence twice
running backwards in place again
laughing at the solid bend

subtle esoteric smile
intentions make the night worthwhile
inside your blanket stare i see
the footprint of catastrophy
Feb 2011 · 818
decked
A Renee Feb 2011
time for the awakening
to gaze beyond the perimeter of the year

deck out to cut down
they melt just for you
catch the sun just for you
paving intricate seasons

void the facades of stricken smiles
dust off the ash coated glass
simply fall in
and track me down

inside a scathing hourglass
strike up and bridge the gap
before the resounding elevated trance
Feb 2011 · 767
polemic kisses
A Renee Feb 2011
the break rolls in
your fingertips white with selfish memories

fabricated smiles after dark
time pours faster
the embers cling to balconies and bedposts

stepping gently from another unwelcome sunrise
we sink into a soft inevitable blindness
****** into abandon
to await the slow bitter collapse

savor these polemic kisses
we have already died a few times
just to feel alive
Feb 2011 · 788
i am predicted
A Renee Feb 2011
I am predicted
an opinionated tidal wave
of misplaced affection

a fickle shelf for your scripts and hangups
overused and underfed

never stepping to see
never wanting to know
always lingering here
in the interim
Feb 2011 · 661
the slack
A Renee Feb 2011
chest full and smirking
an hour til the corner hits
and the blinding glare
empties the ignorant clarity

face down and squinting at dusk
til the gap fills in
and the heart goes slack
welcoming the numb bliss

sleeping against the grain
let out the slack
stir and fade
into a cosmic tango

stomp on porcelain remarks
there are sides
but where

directionless silence invades my soul
keeps me upright
Feb 2011 · 691
the match
A Renee Feb 2011
this match, i can't win
three strikes against you

stomp the rules, burn up the lies
dance through the storm of tears and ashes

my strings, they knot
and the show begins

stepping lightly, again
to unravel this charade
Feb 2011 · 818
staggered
A Renee Feb 2011
in rolls the tangible exhaled red
on a rapid
under covers
as she throws the lead
and stalls his hands

keep it up
pour fleeting words
down a hallucinated hallway

weighted embers
rest below her eyes
capturing the runoff
from her tilted stare

hidden between illegible lines
are pauses for escape
and retired smiles

intentions and regrets
dealt neatly in her hand
staggering accusations flood his rising steps
always echo and linger
into tomorrow
Feb 2011 · 537
your reigns
A Renee Feb 2011
coming down with it
without it
again

brimming with a sigh
barrelling towards the skyline
the twisted dance
lying in the wake
of an attempt to break your spell

the heavy void
between the lines you drew
this is all the game

swallowed and bloomed
well versed and welled up
to a backward finale

can't read a mile of lines in the sand
won't linger as long as the last

no lessons learned
simply desperate for time
i can't read the blue that i want

untie the knot
of the reigns that i threw
they're yours
and they were from the start
Feb 2011 · 1.3k
corrupted dream
A Renee Feb 2011
you are my corrupted dream
an intended perverted fairytale

what stands between
can't push cant pull
remedy by human touch
mortar of a heart once crushed

tearing into a bleak rendition of a memory
you carry my elation on your back
carefully measuring the trigger
as you collect my unattainable repressed revelry

chain my patience to your ignorant fingers
our gleaming gold lust will go slack
as our hands spin
before they etch this moment
into a mistake

you are my corrupted dream
an intended perverted fairytale
Feb 2011 · 698
mulled secrets
A Renee Feb 2011
spread thin enough to erase the moment
univited open ended observations
temporary consequences
of a race against gravity
leave today untouched

a familiar valley of mulled secrets
under a cave-like resentment
in pursuit of imitation
we follow the blue

its most precious possession
wrapped in surrender on a sleeping shore
rain melts a naive confession
into conscious ink

the blur seems in again
and i inhale the dim stillness
its not me
but i jumped in while i could
i cant leave until the paper dances on it's own
now i watch
but only from above
Feb 2011 · 972
chill
A Renee Feb 2011
full speed cold front
no stopping the fever
four walls
two ways to burn them down
one pitiful habit
to sober the spell

indecisive paranoia
rooted in a hollow memory
the tunnel narrows darkens
and turns up ahead

my skin is cold but i want to stay

i slide on frozen promises
waiting
for the weight

limbs lock
heads turn
eyes roll
and it's over
Feb 2011 · 615
ink
A Renee Feb 2011
ink
i can force the ink
but it lies
the patterned scratches
frame your eyes

skin the moment
make it feel
take it in
pretend it's real

dismissed sun
the red and grey
wasted eyes
once kissed the day

flying in
to save a rose
tea and silver
skin exposed

headway fail
go back to bed
white out words
that weren't said
Feb 2011 · 881
swallow
A Renee Feb 2011
in pursuit of refrains
saline undertones
flood out the pain
the voice chaser
she took a wrong turn
little rogue princess
lets the labyrinth burn

overheated disconnect
paraphrasing conscious theft
wandering familiar haze
treading on the better days

banish night for quet noon
cast away the darkened rooms
tuck away the rascal black
creeps back for a second act

tugging on cerebral blinds
paranoid with judging eyes
glassy lights
the shifting blur
swallow now
prevent the stir
Feb 2011 · 1.2k
bleak
A Renee Feb 2011
the end doesn't deserve gold
it's bleak enigma follows me silently
this circle is laced with old faces and bitter intentions
the smiling naive collision comes around again
rolling back to when it started
climbing dusty walls setting off words
tossing stones into stones
we wade through the morning
a dim sun and onlooking eyes
we exhale with no hesitation
and im found
Feb 2011 · 553
disengage
A Renee Feb 2011
can you disengage my mouth again?
this drive by eclipse we're in
halt another passionate war
that's what the shape of your lips are for

black out the shades of grey
a catastrophic way to stay
draw a line without an end
or break the heart of your best friend

as we play this routine game
my memory skips as we begin
i'm okay, no one's to blame
still the rounds go off inside my veins
Mar 2010 · 844
numb
A Renee Mar 2010
On a trail behind your eyes,lies a ring, upside down, pointing up to the falls where the numb started The unadulterated laughter of a girl in green kneesocksFalls only on the earsOf a boy with a knife on his belt, and sand in his eyes Hands bound, false grip, Nothing exists years below Salt fills the red skyNaïve curls under a coin that wont come down Blackout. The last spark, faint on the sandy pavementBlack smoke, oncoming trafficCraw, cry, oil, treadmarks Choking on a white flagShe will not exaleSidelines overflowBlack socks, black knees, black sky Silhouettes, pale eyes, tv screensStiff and awake on a shore of ashes and shattered plates. She dives. Nakedly emersed in an undisturbed paradiseRomanced by a ghost, leagues under a sea of quicksand Tides shiftSay goodbye as the world turnsAnd we claw our way to this bottle’s rim Echos of a broken hourglass throughout a subway tunnelShe smiles, leaning on righteous cold tile walls Pass the saltFour years and right on timeBreathe.
Feb 2010 · 773
recur
A Renee Feb 2010
You are my corrupted dream.
An intended perverted fairytale.

The break rolls in.  
Your fingertips white with selfish memories.
Addicted, with fabricated smiles after dark.
Time pours faster.
The embers cling to balconies and bedposts.
Stepping gently from another unwelcomed sunrise.
We sink into an inevitable blindness.

You ****** into abandon.
Awaiting a slow bitter collapse.
Full speed cold front.
No stopping the fever.
Four walls, two ways to burn them down.
One pitiful habit to sober the spell.

Melodic moments raise their weary hands
And rock the city comfortably.
Feb 2010 · 2.2k
violent grace
A Renee Feb 2010
Bedpost gold.
Common contours.
Bare blankets unfold.
Unraveled slack.
Treasured hazel tundras gazing back.

Hollow silver.
Lavender lace.
Stitched up smile.
A diamond ace.
Balanced on a crystal brim.
Faded toil.
A violent grace.
Feb 2010 · 605
the gap
A Renee Feb 2010
Tease the edge.
Carve out reasons why.
Flood the bottom with excuses not to try.
Convincingly deaf.
The solutions they tongue
are gentle reminders that you were born to be young.


Can you disengage my mouth
My drive by eclipse.
Halt a passionate war with the shape of your lips
Black out shades of grey
Catastrophic way to stay.
Draw a line without an end
or break the heart of your best friend.
Feb 2010 · 789
relentless dance
A Renee Feb 2010
This is a relentless dance

Lipstick prints lead from empty, cracked pedestals

She jumped, but not high enough.

Looks for his eyes and gets turned to stone

Now she can roll through it all

As smiles break, seasons churn, and he drifts out to lose

Treading years in his invisible exhaled wake

Everyone wants to trade

She is alive

A painful commodity, too thick to shake

The wind blows hard as the world spins down in her warped eyes

Why can’t she feel it?

Standing alone and untouched

Nothing moves her

Screams out with a silence so hard

Stolen voices, borrowed words

The floor is paved with wax

Fire won’t survive here

Waves flow through as she wades through his memory

Breathes in the stale air

Curses the clear horizon

Remembers the current

Claws at the scars and squints till it rains

Storms light up the halls

Strike her again.
Feb 2010 · 794
linger
A Renee Feb 2010
Renee’s dreams were as fast as they come

A black hole hovers over her head

Her hands were tied

To the tiers of the piling memories

And wind races through

Till the rain blows behind

Feel the force of the girls who are racing to stand up

Find their intention is stretching for something to prove

Everyone is watching from under an influence

Almost catching a glimpse

Of what she’ll make them believe

The soundtrack goes

and strings unwind

As I ride past my neighbor’s yard

Leads me to the lines our parents drew

Down where we expected to set the whistles off

You’ll find me tracing them a few times more

Renee’s dreams still as fast as they come

The black hole hovers over her head

Ties her own hands

To the tiers of piling memories

If the wind races through

She’ll leave the rain behind
Feb 2010 · 846
wake of a dream
A Renee Feb 2010
Can you remember the very moment

You learned your dreams were fairy tales

That your ambition is recited

From an endless paper trail

Another year deeper

In the wake of a dream  

The story of prince charming

Echos in your father’s voice

Like he’ll bring your happy ending

Like you have some sort of choice

And like the delicate princess

Boys guard their pedestal for

They’ll tread the unbloomed flowers

Already strewn on the floor

Another year deeper

In the wake of a dream  

Before you pull the hopes

Off children’s bookshelves

Remember, in the end

They’ll just learn for themselves

So go blind from the dress

And the white picket fence

Those paper trail dreams

Will start to make sense

Another year deeper

In the wake of a dream
Feb 2010 · 559
open fire
A Renee Feb 2010
I can’t help but smile when it rains

Are you burning away out there

I trace my hand across my veins

and can’t help but ask

If you’re burning away out there

Are you’re burning away for me  

Clouds crumble, they fade away

Did you make it one more day

Without diving from the ships

Just to heal your drying lips

I’ll douse my eyes in ashes if a stranger returns

The sand makes heroes disappear

Why can’t you prove yourself from here

Is it lonelier for you to roam

Or to be the one left home

I’ll douse my eyes in ashes If a stranger returns

I don’t want the moon to turn

I don’t want the sun to burn

When they glare

Are you burning away out there

Are you burning away for me
Feb 2010 · 1.2k
charade
A Renee Feb 2010
I know you hear me laughing

Scuff my shoes all down this street

These temperamental sulfur sidewalks

Burn as far as I can see

I was dancing, dancing for

I was dancing for you

Hoping you would notice

The searing message that I drew

Exaggerations your routine

Now I’m acting out for more

The finale can’t come in

When it’s never left the shore

I was dancing, dancing for

I was dancing for you  

I know you had to let me down

Now I wish you’d let me up

My blind devoted smiles way to easy to corrupt

You should deafening predictions that never crossed my mind

This teenage charade can never end

When you’ve tucked the curtains behind

I was dancing, dancing for

I was dancing for you

Hope you’d come teach me

The moves that I already knew

— The End —