Maybe I'll date him.
That guy who looks like
you.
Maybe when he laughs he'll get
those dimples just like
yours.
Maybe I'll get lucky and
he'll smell just like
you.

Maybe the way he will look at
me will be the same as
you.
Maybe even the cigarettes he smokes
will be the exact same as
yours.
Maybe I'll get lucky and
get to date another
you.

His eyes are different than yours though.
They're not brown like yours.
His hair doesn't fall just right like yours
either.

But maybe he'll be enough like you.
Maybe when I close my eyes I can pretend its you
again.
They'll all just be place holders for you anyway...
Maybe... I should just go to another Starbucks.

Spinning in circles
Breathing your scent
Warmed by your love.

You mean everything. Everything.
I will love you through anything. Anything.

My soul is yours and the canter of our union rises
We belong to each other
a thousands times over. Forever.

You please me, in everything.
I love you.

We are not the mistakes we’ve made.
We are the love we give each other.

We are not the problems that we face.
We are stronger together.

I try to be logical
I try to feel normal
I do everything I can to stop

but as the insanity takes hold I feel myself
      spiraling
            spiraling
                  in­to oblivion
Where I once met you

You were a salvation
but now I lay here
comatose on our floor

Once bathed in love
Once cemented by commitment

breaks

            spins

down

Barely breathing I wait
                              forever I'll wait

The cold runs through me, the beating slows to a stop.
                                          Stagnate.

Ill do anything for you
But move from this position

this. position.

Im here. Here until the end.

I couldn’t move if I tried. No one exists but you!
      broken.
            feeble.
                  I love you.

No one can move me, but you.

I can't stop seeing you
I wish I could look away…
Look anywhere but your face…
Anywhere but those deep brown eyes

The loneliness is surrounding my heart
Im drowning in despair while the tears
gather 'round my chin, pouring out
hot from my soul
A soul being torn into pieces
without its mate…

You were my constant addiction
My muse for all things of passion
You soothed my nerves.
We were each others drug
We destroyed one another completely

Now we are ghost to each other
Once soul mates…
Passionately loving the other with
the fiercest of intent
Now our ashes blow in the wind
Carrying us away for ever.