in love with the thought of love
but afraid of someone to care
drove the people away
whose love unselfishly shared

but the day we both met;
could i have known?
how my feelings would run deep
how i would love him so

sadly he only cared
of whom he was not
they all despised the change
but my love just cannot stop

his passion of music
his genuine laugh
his deep green eyes
a love i could not have

his terrible voice
his old style taste
a mind so beautiful
thrown away in waste

in love with the thought of love
and finally fallen deep
but my love too far away
away i cannot reach

-a.

When I see you
I feel overwhelmed
Unable to express
How deep it runs

When I hear
Your laugh
So perfect
And genuine
I feel happy

When I look
Into your eyes
Two pieces
Of green sea glass
Washed ashore
Embedded into holes
To reflect the sun's shine
And catch other eyes

I do not feel
I do not react
I know
You're the one

songs;
smells;
seasons;

bring back memories
of a meaningful time

too young and naive;
clueless but careless

grow older and curious
the wonders of love,
and friendship

i see and smile
fall deep in love
and chase desires
i made mistakes
i regret

avoid sadness
look on the brightside
in love again
and again and again

be happy
laugh
smile
grow older
have dreams
plan goals

i made choices;
despised decisions

i lived;
i made;
i reminisced;

memories
bring back moments,
feelings; happiness, sadness, anger, pride

and i cry

I look forward
To each day
Each period
I see you

I smile
Your smile
Your laugh
Your eyes
Full of life and passion

We're friends
Of course
Not the same
As before

You lost yourself
In the chance
To be adored
By people who don't appreciate
What I see:

Each day
Each period
Your smile
Your eyes
Full of life and passion

He makes me feel sad
I see him everyday
I know I can't have him
But I have my hopes up
I'll wait
Until he realizes
That she's not worth it
That I just possibly might be