I really don’t get it, and I’m trying to understand. I need an explanation, before this gets out of hand. Should I drop it? Just let it, let you, go? Please tell me, I need to know.
She’s just like me and I’m just like her.. is there something I’m missing, something I failed to see? I’m just like her and she’s just like me..
Is there anyway I can possibly explain this to myself? The only difference I see is that she is  only a few years younger than me, but when two people are connected by soul and mind, isn’t age as irrelevant as yours and mine? Too much time invested, just to throw it all away. Everything I did, all that I would do, did not stop you from thinking anew. You did not notice my absence, my silence was not questioned, you when on day by day while I stayed abandoned. I see you are still doing everything we planned, only I am not there. Did she give you something I didn’t, something I wouldn’t, something I couldn’t do? I was convinced that every second we spent, kissed something of your soul. So many questions asked, yet, not one of them answered. How can a couple of months mean more than several years?
I really don’t get it, and I probably never will, when I’m just like her, and she’s just like me...