One more time,
I let you in,
We were perfect
We fit perfectly,
But if only.

But if only,,
I hadn't outgrew,
If only you,
You hadn't made me,
A cold heartless creature

All the heartbreaks,
You thought I survived,
You never asked,
Every time,
A sliver of my soul left

I'm only filled with revenge,
Hate,
For what you did to me

If only for that we would still be together.

Little be known of you
But your throne precedes all
Like the hearth
To be kindled you need

But you burn through all
Heroes and kings alike
All bow at your feet
Their wills broken
                                                    [elegal.]

I grief the nights before
To you was it just a lore
To be taken,
broken,
forgotten
My worst nightmare
Is for those who care
To just stare
Silent,
Just waiting for me to tire.

Just a peek
Into that void
the emptiness
darkness
might,
NO shall swallow you

Only a shell left
immune to all
love,
kindness,
care

Stirring in it
anger,
mischief,
cunning,
Evil.

Do you still want a peek?

Words hurt
     But they are just words
Let them go
    To flow with the current
Lethe, to forget the painful memories
   And embrace new ones
              Happier ones


Circumstances, Yes
   Ours was wrong
If only it was different
      We could be friends
but then I'm only human


     only the gods can decide