There is a universe inside your head
Constellations of all the thing you left unsaid

You have your own eyes
But dare not blink
and you have your own opinion
But you dare not show
A shelf of books with out the pages,
a wealth of thoughts locked up in cages

For there is a universe inside your head
Constellations of all the thing you left unsaid

You're aware of my existence,
but you don't know I'm here

You're the center of attention
You control the atmosphere.

For he is gold
But I dare not be bold
For he consumes my thoughts
But I am not in his at all

How am I supposed to wait for someone who may never turn up?

The ones which we love first
Are the ones which we love always
But you shan't
Because
I was never your only
And neither your one
Or your first

I wonder if you remember
The time in which we loved
But for now I see you look at me
And wonder if you do
There is apart of me
Which reminisces
That  says
"yes"
And another
which shyly says
"I do "

And that perhaps is how it goes;
his eyes burn holes in you like your 3 am cigarettes.
And you want him, you want him
But he is not yours to take.

All my thoughts sound better in my head.
All my dark thoughts are always there,
but come when I am in bed.