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aboutYv Dec 2017

It’s night time again,
Time my heart hopes in vain
Feeling of reality shakes me
But never have woken up for certainty
Maybe it is the life with thee
It doesn’t have to be true to see
Just the feeling that I got
It’s enough for me to hold back

aboutYv Dec 2017

Once

Once, My heart tore open
I have dreams I’ve thought have happen

Aside from my heart,
It was us that drifted apart

I’ve always thought of you,
This feeling’s probably out of due

I wish we could go back,
Not to have another luck
But, to say good bye without a slack

aboutYv Dec 2017

Hello, Poetry

I wrote words I could not speak
I talk to you as I write this poem

As soon as I get better,
I hope for more than just a response

I could not bear the thought of us apart
But, Why do you keep on breaking my heart?

Holding on or letting go.
Both those things I can’t imagine doing so.

Time may heal me.
What would it bring to thee?

You may hate me more
I’ll just love you more ever than before

Realest thing will not always be the best
But it will be the things that’ll pass your test

Some things might go on
But some things might left gone

I’ve give you what I have most
But you lead me to get lost

aboutYv Dec 2017

Love

I hate the way I wanted to be with you more than you’ll ever be.
I hate the way I talk about you more than you’ll speak of me.
I hate the way I’ve always thought of you when I never crossed at yours
I hate the way I sacrifice things without your appreciation.
I hate the way you talk to me when I cry in pain.
I hate the way you walked out on me when everything’s messed up.
I hate the way you get mad more than I should be.
I hate the way you can’t fight for me and just apologize for what I am.
I hate the way you make me feel bad of loving you more than I should have.
I hate the way I still love you more than the pain I never thought I could bear.
I hate the way I feel that I love you more than you’ll ever be.
I hate the way I feel.
I hate the way I feel selfish and selfless at the same time.
I hate the way I prioritize you more than anyone else.
I hate you but I hate myself more for not hating you as much as I love you.
It will never be the same.
‘Cause there is no amount that would be greater than the love I have for you.
I hate myself more than you’ve ever love me.

aboutYv Dec 2017

Home

Beginning..
That night you kissed my hand, I knew you'd care for me
If it weren't for the fight, you would'nt have held my hand

Ascending..
That night you kissed my forehead, I knew you'd respect me
If it weren't for the trip, You wouldn't caress my head

Beginning of continuity..
That night you kissed my lips, I knew you'd love me
If it weren't for the pain, You would never fall for me.

Something needs to be destroyed to build another one.
Another one whose not to be replaced.
Another one whose build with the foundation of love.
The foundation of Respect,
The foundation Trust,
The foundation of us,
In love, In pain, In happiness and In death..
You have me,
your home

aboutYv Dec 2017

War itself

We conquer the world, not knowing we already own it
We fight for our will but we already wasted it

World war is what they fought
But the real war is what we sought

War of how life can change
which souls are really in dange

What really binge war?
We think we are superior, but really
we all are just novice

aboutYv Dec 2017

Beaut in a mute

You always say I’m a beaut
But, Never saw it from your
eyes
All I see is that you love me in a mute
But never the beauty that I wish I suffice

I’m a mess
My body isn’t perfect
My voice is bass or less
Some things I wish don’t neglect

I carried not just my weight
I carry the world above me for you
I just wish I’m your Athena, mate
‘Cause you’re the only Apollo, I love so true