I hate myself and Im proud
Shows me that deep down inside
there might just be a little light left in me.

Recently I feel left out of gods sight.
Abandoned by the people who showed me what loves about.
In silence I mourn the lose of my sanity.
Reliving the moment it all went wrong...

  .Knowing it will never be the same.

This sure feels like rock bottom
About all the sorrow and misery you could fit into a ******* person
without having their ******* skulls implode from sheer insignificance.
              I dont matter.
Draining out blood for more space,
more space for artificial sweeteners.
          The further I get,
             from myself ,
          the better off I'll be.