I did it, I sent the message
Now, I need to take all my packages
Joy, happiness, respect,
And the darkness I reflect.
Tears and lonely days,
Just because you pushed me away.
All you said wasn’t even true,
I missed your affection and you.
I was a kid,
I didn’t mean what I did.
I didn’t know how to love,
You’re right to let me go.
Even though it’s hard with the flow,
And not changing your thoughts,
But you need to know,
I loved you.

The Morning After I Took My Life
When my lungs released their final breath,
Silence embraced everything around me.
Clothes, makeup, bed, and phone—
All waited, unaware I had already left.

My dog wonders where I’ve gone,
But in paradise, I’ve begun.
A new life, away from it all.

My friends kept calling, kept checking,
Not realizing it was already too late.
The morning after I left,
The world started to notice me.

And in the quiet of this new dawn,
I don’t regret it.

It feels like yesterday
A dream that lingers, won’t fade away.  
Behind my past, beyond my future,  
A people that say is "over,"
I try to push it far from sight,  
But in my mind, it clings so tight.  
It won’t arrive today, but
My actions hold the key, even on the greyest day

You showed me what real love could be,  
And I hung all my wishes on that tree—  
The tree where we laughed,  
Where face to face, we made love.  
I said I was okay,  
Tried to push my thoughts away,  
Hoping you'd stay.  
But now, all my messages  
End up unseen