Pain ...highly unpleasant physical sensation caused by illness or injury.
"She's in great pain". Yes, yes she is in pain the sensation of tallying the days till her recovery covered her body because she never did. Her fingertips spent more time down her throat because she never learned anything but destruction. She mimicked the world in her head treating her body as if it has inflicted the most Haines crimes but she was the only one with the blade. The only one with a distorted mind she would crave the feeling as if she was hooked like we are to our tv shows the show was in her mind the silver pen she would use only came out in red a colour she know oh so well the red stained her bathroom floors as she lay there as the only thing that made her feel better now made her feel worst. She walked around with sleeves hiding her wounds from the world because they laughed at her they would yell her name as if it was the only chant they know she would cut through her skin for her temporary escape. Tears where now are apart of her face.the mirror was her worst enemy just after her mind the cracked glass lay on the floor as if they were phases of the heart that she once had now lain in the hands of all the men that shattered it. The empty hole in her heart would bleed like a gun shot but she wished it was each night praying to the gods above hoping for tomorrow to be a new day but **** him it was just like the last. As she got down on her knees and said amen I mean AMEN to the man the world cherished she prayed like the holy books taught her but he stayed as if she didn't. Now she wasn't only worthless to herself but now to him. Useless just in the background only ever used as a playground