How stupid I am as always,
Once again, I broke her trust,
Maybe this would be the last,
Because I know, you wont trust me anymore.

I'm so ignorant, so pathetic, so insensitive,
I am dumb to betray her,
So stupid to hurt her once again,
Certainly, life is effing hard.

I did things things for her sake,
I did things to help her, to make her happy
But why does it seem that every time I try to help her,
The result is always the opposite?

I'm doing everything that I can do,
So I would be a worthy man for her,
But as always, the result is the opposite of what I want,
Stupidity runs through me, I always commit the same mistakes.

I only wanted to make her happy because of me,
But if I'm with her, sadness in her face is all I see,
What have I done? I've wounded her so much,
Even though, I don't want to.

I've already done too much already
I need to face it, it's time to let her go
But, I can't, I really can't let her go
Because I really love her with all my heart.