Maa,  kya tj pta h
Tri beti ko yha kse jeena pdta h
Ghrpe tu jse mj jgati thi
To koi b chinta mj na satati thi
Yha tri bht yaad aati h
Pr phr b tri beti khud ko smjhati h
Sone k phle aakho se aasu aa HI jaata h
Kuki yha ka akelapan mj bht satata h
Bht jhoota h ye jha
Aasan ni rhna yha
Hr Mod pe ek nayi chunauti aa jati h
Mgr tu preshan mt **
Tri beti tjhko HI yaad krke sbka saamna kr paati h
Maa ku ni h tre jse sb
Kuki pta ni chlta kon yha dhoka DE jaaye kb
Or papa.. Tumhari pari tumko b bht yad krti h
Jb b tumhari yaad aati h.. Ye aakhe ro pdti h
Me tumko dikhati ni ki  akeli hn ME yha
Plz tum mj le jaao na aap sbka saath mil ske jha
Ku wapus ni aa jaate vo din
Jb b tumahri pari preshan hoti thi
Uske saath uske Papa ki himmt hoti thi
Yha to bs roti rh jaati hn
Tumhara intezaar krti rh jaati hn
Koi b mere paas ni aata
Isliye kai baar dil sehem sa h jaata
Bhai..  Tri vo ladai yaad aati h
Jo mj rote wqt b hsa jati h
Or jb Tra, mera US trha dhyan rkhna yaad aata h
Vo hste wqt b mj rula jaata h
Is Hostel ki zindgi ne sbko door kr dia hai
Or Bs hr mode pe akela krke cchod dia hai
Kaash bdi HI na hoti ME
To ab b PAPA ki vhi pari HOTI ME
Maa ki vhi laado hoti ME
Bhai ki vhi shararti bhn hoti ME ..

Pyaar to kai trha k hote h
Mgr na jaane hmara ye ksa pyaar h
Pyaar k to kai naamo ko ME btadu
Magar smjh NH aata ki hmare is pyaar ko ME kya naam du
Jo kbhi hsata h  to kbhi rulata h
Kabhi naraj krta h to kbhi mnata h
Or jb shk krta h to uske agle hi Pal khud se jyada ykin krne lgta h
Agr khuda b aa kr hmare is pyaar ko byaan krne ki koshish kre  to shyd vo b nakamyab **
Kuki hmara pyaar vo nhi jo lfzo ME byaan **
Pta h mera dil bht ziddi h..  Hmesha ek hi zid krta h
Khta h ki vo tumse milna chahta h.
Tumhare kareeb hone ka ahsas mhsus krna chahta h
tumhari baaho ME jo sukoon milta h vo sukoon mhsus krna chahta h
Tmhari aakho ME aakhe daal k tumse bt krna chahta h
Tumhara haath thamna chahta h
Lekin me usko daat k chup kra deti hn
Mgr kya kru yr apne aasu rok NH paati hn
** ske to Mj cchor k kbhi mt jana
Kuki agr tum mj cchor k chle gye to me apni rooh ko NH smjha paungi ki ab b  **** ME ruk jana
Agr Tmko mjse door jaana b pde to khud ko kbhi akela mt smjhna
Me US lmha tmhare aas paas hi hongi mj mhsus kr k dkhna
Hr Pal dr lgta h tmhe kho dene se
Mgr phr khudko smjhati hn ki is janam nhi to kya hua, agle janam kon rok skta h tmhe mera ** dene Se
Me nh janti ki hmara saath kb tk h
Mgr itna jaanti hn ki hmari rooh ek tb tk h suraj chand jb tk h..

Kisi se Nafrat krna b bda zehmat ka kaam h
Begairat jo bnna pdta h
Us shqs SE BaaT krne ki talab ko
Baar baar jo dfnana pdta h

Ye zindgi ki kshti h
Isse tm ghbrana mt
Musibato ki leher se ghbra kr
Isko tm dubana mt
Ye zindgi ki reet h
Kbhi acche to kbhi bure logo se tmhe milwaygi
Alg alg tareeko se tmhe staygi
Tmhari psnd ki chijo k liye tmhe tdpaygi
Kbhi hsaygi to kbhi rulaygi
Pr tm b in chunautiyo se kbhi ghbrana mt
Zindgi ki ldai me tm kbhi rukna mt
Aaj kch bura h to kl kch accha b hoga
Aaj tm akele ** to kl koi tmhare saath b hoga
Aaj agr andhera h to kl swera b hoga
Isi aasha k saath is zindgi se jeetna b hoga

Tumhara vo mj dkh k muskurana
Tumhara vo muskurakr sharmana
Han yaad h mjhe
Tumhara vo mere dukhi hone se ghabra jana
Or ghabra kr mere liye rona
han yaad h mjhe

Hmne to zindgi ko unke naam kia tha
Unhone drd or aasu ka hme inaam dia tha
Hmne b unko muskurate hue alvida kh dia
Unka haath kisi or k haatho me de dia

Giving someone too much importance ?
Oh dear .. You r on the way to lose your existence
Giving too much love to someone?
Then your time of crying is surely about to come

Why I can't
Speak wht is in my heart
That even causes someone to get apart
Say what I want
So that I can make a way to let my happiness  implant
Show what I feel
So that I can let my feelings reveal
And don't have anything to conceal

I wonder ..
Where that girl has gone
Who had a very soft tone
Also had a kind heart
Is she no longer kind?
Oh... Ofcourse not !
She is still kind
But  all those people have broken her
Whom she trusted being blind
#sad #heartbroken #alone

' Attachment' .. Sounds nice
but also this thing sumtym makes your heart sliced
Even a single drop of it between two
Can be enough to work as glue
This glue is so strong
That sumtym it can be a reason of ur desolation lifelong
When the two persons are unglued
It lead to increment of many things' magnitude
Oh yes! These things are melancholy and seclusion
Alas! U did nothing wrong
But attachment brought to you these things along
Alas! U did nothing wrong
But u will have to atone for a time long
Alas! It was not your fault
Still dear you will have to suffer from agony ..By default
There is one more beauty in this emotion
Only One of the two prsn will get stuck in this affection
N when you will get to know this
You will get hurt like hell
N trust me ,the other person will not
Even think of your being of  unwell

She was confused
Whether it was just infatuation  
Or  it was love
Maybe love it was...  
But ..
She was afraid of accepting the fact
Was afraid to confess
That love for him
Those  undefinable feelings for him
That care for him
Those cravings to hug him and to hold his hands
To put her head on his shoulder
Maybe bcoz of her perception
Perception  of being made fun of by him..
Or maybe bcoz of her fear
Fear of losing her love again..
Sometimes she felt like crying for him
Like missing him
But again she was not ready to accept the fact
And never let tears come out of her eyes for him
Maybe she was afraid
Afraid of falling in love again
Afraid of getting hurt again
She wanted to tell him so many things
She used to wait for him
But she didn't tell him anything
Oops !
Again Because of her fear
Fear to lose her value from his life....